mona pov
mona-*its monday.over the weekend i didnt have sex with jesse.i didnt feel like it anymore so we just went on dates and got to know each other as a couple.i missed so much about him.anyway i get to school and everyones looking at me different even the 9th graders that dont know me.i walked over to vanessa and she looked at me with worry in her eyes.oh great.*what happened?
vanessa-mona.........look at this.*she showed me her cell.i couldnt do anything but stand there and watch the video.when she clicked on it it looked like two people were making out on the bed.the girl straddled the boys making the kiss more passionate.they started stripping and move to the wall.they were kissing then the boy put the girl down.i took my attention off of them and looked at the room because it was familiar.it looked like mine.when they got to the bed i saw my face and jesse's tattoo.i stopped looking at the video and i became horrified.i stopped breathing.all my breath stuck in the back of my throat.*mona breathe.*i looked at her.*
mona-who would put that up?*she shrugged.*
vanessa-mo why were you fucking some guy.
mona-thats not some guy thats jesse.
random boy-yo mo you gone give me some?
mona-yea some of my foot up your ass fuck off.*he laughed with his friends.i shook my head and i left the school.vanessa followed me when i was 2 blocks away from the school.she grabbed my arm and turned me around.*
vanessa-mona calm the fuck down.
mona-i cant.you saw that.im not going.
vanessa-fuck them your making a big deal out of this like them dumb bitches on lifetime or some shit.
mona-shut the fuck up vanessa.you have no idea how i feel right now.im embarrased.that is something i choose to do without a fucking audience especially since that was my first time.i trusted him.*i shook my head and i ran home trying to hold the tears in.when i got home i broke down.i fell on the floor in front of the front door.i cried like a baby.my dad was home today so he walked down the stairs.he picked me up bridal style and rubbed my back trying to comfort me.i continued to cry into his chest.after like 2 straight hours of crying i just sat in his lap.*
roc royal-whats wrong?
mona-i dont wanna talk about it.
roc royal-mona you cried for hours.we need to talk.
mona-dad i just dont want to talk please.im gonna go to bed.
roc royal-mona.
mona-dad please.
roc royal-no.whats wrong with my daughter?youre all i have left as far as children in this house goes.talk to me mona.
mona-i messed up bad dad.
roc royal-how?*out of nowhere i hear my mom yelling my name.shes pissed.we both walked downstairs.*
brea-why you skip school mo?
mona-mom i couldnt be there today.
brea-whats wrong?have you been crying?*she tried to touch my face but i pushed her hand away.*im gonna let the slide right now.what happened?
roc royal-talk to us baby girl.i hate seeing you cry for hours.*i took a deep breath.*
mona-i had a boyfriend named derek.we were cool but things were getting weird so jesse came back in the picture so i cozied up to him.
brea-you cheating on derek doesnt give you a reason to be crying that hard mo.
mona-mom theres more that yall need to sit down for.*they stood there looking at me.i sighed.*when jesse was over here for dinner we were in my room talking.the talking led to a kiss and that kiss led to us almost having sex.*my dads whoole demeanor changed.he was angry.*
brea-roc calm down.*he sat down and looked at the wall shaking his head.*
mona-im sorry daddy.*he shook his head holding his hand up saying dont speak.i sighed with tears rolling down my cheeks and i sniffled.*
brea-finish.
mona-last weekend i went over his house because we were gonna do it again.*my dad head snapped to me.*we didnt though.i broke up with derek because i wanted jesse back.he said if we did it again then we had to be together.i wanted jesse to be my boyfriend again because he was good to me.we spent the weekend together and then today i got to school.a video of us two having sex went*i started crying for real.* viral and the whole school probably thinks im a hoe.*i continued to cry.*im sorry i didnt tell the truth and that i hid all of that.
brea-mona not this again.you have a bad choice in men mo..
mona-i thought jesse was different.i cant believe he put it out.
brea-why did you video tape it?
mona-no i didnt know he was taping us.*she sighed in stress.i stood there in fear crying hard.*roc.
roc royal-mona your my baby girl.i cant do this right now.*he got up and went upstairs.my mom sighed.*
mona-what should i do?*she was gonna say something but the doorbell rung.my mom answered the door.*
brea-mona door.*i walked over and saw jesse.his big smile turned into a concerned face.*im gonna let yall talk.*she went upstairs.he looked at me.*
jesse-baby what happened?
mona-why you record us?
jesse-what you mean?
mona-you recorded us having sex jess.
jesse-no i didnt.
mona-did you see the video?*he shook his head so i showed him since vanessa told me where it was.i didnt even want to look at him.he stood there in complete shock.*
jesse-mona i didnt do that.
mona-dont fucking lie.i trusted you jesse.i trusted you enough to give you all of me and this how you do me?
jesse-mo please i didnt
mona-stop lying.
jesse-im not.i have no video and i never did.
mona-lies.theyre all just fucking lies.*i pushed him out the door and slammed the door.i ran to my room and just cried.i heard my phone vibrate.i looked at it and it was from derek.we texted back and forth.i shouldve kept him.he asked me out again and i said yes without hesitation.i cant believe jesse did that to me.fucking bitch.i laid in bed until i fell asleep.too much for a fucking monday.*
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