Voices

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I have voices in my head.

No one knows what the voice ms say
except me.

The voice tell me things like 'you will never be good enough' or 'no one will love a broken girl like you' or 'you're such a disappointment' and sometimes even 'your family honestly doesn't want a child like you because you are to damn difficult'

When I try to explain to people my problems some say 'I get it' when really they have no f**king idea what in going through.

But there are people out there that will get you. Maybe not fully but they can feel what you are going through. And it's a gift to have because I am one of those people my friends can count on to help with their problems.

And when people ask 'do you believe the voices?' I say 'sometimes I do because I deep down know that it might be true and sometimes the aren't. But it's hard not to believe them when you hear it 24/7'

And all I want is for someone to come and save me from myself and show me that someone can love me on a romantic scale. But when I think that the voices start all over again.

So let me ask you. If this happened to you would you believe the voices?

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