Same Mistakes (Harry Styles Fanfiction)

Chapter 9.

(Harry's POV)

I just needed to see, even if it turned out bad. I love her, I need to know if she loves me too. I mean even if she is with him tonight she could still love me right? Why are you fucking driving here Harry. Your gonna get pissed off if shes here. Before I know it I'm opening the door to the diner. Anger flushed over my body when I saw here. With Alfie. On a "date". She shouldn't be going on a date with anyone but me!

And she is just staring at me. Like it was supposed to be a secret. How could she do this to me. I'm so fucking pissed.

Apparently my legs have a mind of their own because before I know it I'm at their table screaming. The whole restaurant staring at me.

"Get the fuck away from my girlfriend. You here me get the fuck away!" I scream inching closer to Alfie's face after every word.

"Harry. Stop." Mackenzie says sternly. "What the fuck do you mean stop. You knew this was going to happen. It's almost like you wanted it." I say and all I could see in her face was anger. She wanted to yell. She did, but she's not that kind of person.

"I'll be right back Alfie." She says sweetly before she drags me outside towards the steps.

"Why would you do this. Your sitting here ruining everything. I DIDN'T WANT TO HURT HIM HARRY. THATS WHY I'M HERE!" She said. Her volume increasing.

"YOU THINK I CAN TELL THAT WHEN YOUR SITTING THERE SMILING AND LAUGHING!?" I scream back. I can tell she didn't know what to say. It makes me mad that she doesn't see it. She doesn't see how much I need her. She doesn't see that I can't live without her. And it makes me break down. Like right now.

"Mackenzie you don't understand. I can't function without you. I can't think without you. I can't do anything.. without you. It breaks me knowing you are with someone else. It hurts so bad feeling like you don't care back. I wouldn't have come here if I didn't love you so much. My head and heart were in a war and my heart won. I had to know." I say finally spilling it all out.

"Harry, How did you think I felt when you were hooking up with someone. How do you think I felt when I was indirectly told that I wasn't good enough. I was crushed. I felt exactly like you do now. I was thinking how can I love someone so much and they even think about doing this to me" She said, starting to cry, Which honestly made me want to cry.

I didn't know what to say. I finally realized that I was the one in the wrong. That I put her through so much and she had every right to do this to me.

"Your right." Is all I can manage to say. A while of silence past.

"Ok, Lets make a deal."  I say.

"What do you think this is Harry, a game show?" She said almost laughing. "We shouldn't really have to make a deal in a relationship." She said kind of making a point.

"But you said it yourself we're not technically in a relationship right now." I said. I got her.

"Fine. What?" She said giving up.

"Give me one more chance. Just one more. I promise Mackenzie. I love you to death. I will never EVER do anything to hurt you like that again. And if I do, then..then..." I had no time to finish my sentence before she crashed her lips on mine. And honestly I could feel she'd been waiting to do that for a while. We separate and I smile.

"I'll take that as a yes?" I say with a heavy smirk on my lips.

"And we're back to the same old Harry" She says. I honestly couldn't love her more right now.

I wait in my car as she breaks the news to Alfie. They came outside, hugged, and parted. Then she came to my car.

"My house." I said before she could open her mouth.

"Ok then." She said with a smirk. She got in her car and drove the way to my apartment.