Same Mistakes (Harry Styles Fanfiction)

Chapter 20.

(Mackenzie's POV)

''Where do you wanna eat?'' Violet asks.

''I don't know. It doesn't really matter to me. You pick.'' I answer being indecisive.

''Ok we'll go to Chick -fa- la I guess.'' Violet decides and I jump up and down on the inside. I don't even care what anyone says. Chick - fa - la is my favorite place to eat in the world.

Violet makes the right turn onto the road that leads to the intersection. We wait for the light that's talks about a year and a half to change to green. We go straight into the parking lot of the fast food restaurant and park in the parking stop in the back. I grab my keys off of the seat and get out of the car. Violet does the same. As we walk into the building the smell of waffle fries fills my nose and I couldn't be happier.

After we get our food we sit in the booth all the way in the back by the window. As we're eating we're making small talk like everyone does at pretty much anytime.

I miss Vi so much. I haven't hung out with her in ages and shes my best friend and I love her to death. She always knows what I'm going through and can always help me when I need her to.

''So..'' She starts. ''How are you and Harry doing?'' She asks. I really don't know how to answer this question. I mean we're not doing bad but we're not doing great at the moment.

''I don't know.'' I sigh. ''Its complicated.'' I say because its all I really can say.

''What do you mean?'' She asks. ''Its just complicated. we're good but its not great we're fighting more then we usually do.'' I say. ''He cheated..'' I trail off.

''HE WHAT???!!!!'' She screams. Everyone in the building turns around and stares and I feel so uncomfortable.

''He cheated..'' I repeat, my voice lower this time.

''Tell me everything right now. Don't leave out one detail don't leave out one word. Everything. Now.'' She says making it clear that I need to tell her everything and not leave out anything. ''I don't think I can do that. Honestly I'm trying to get over it and I don't talk about it at all and in some ways that helps me get over it and I'm afraid to talk about it. I don't want to remember Vi. I don't.'' I start to cry but I don't let anyone see. I'm stronger then this. I have to be.

''Mackenzie.'' She says sternly. '' You do not have to be strong in this situation at all. You have the right to be crying and locking yourself in your apartment and not coming out and frankly beating the fuck out of him and never coming back to his apartment and making him suffer and feel as bad as he can possibly feel because he hurt you.'' She says and I can tell she's not kidding.

''Vi..'' I laugh. ''I love you so much.'' I get up and hug her and we stay in this position for about 30 seconds. As we break apart I realize that we're sitting her in Chick - Fa - La crying in each others arms. I laugh at the though and eat another one of my fries. I look at our table and all the food is practically gone. I laugh again ''Well... We're fat.'' I say and she joins in on the laughter.

''Ok are you ready to go shopping love?'' She asks and my mind travels back to the memory of Harry saying love.

''Yeah.'' I laugh. We put all of our trash on the tray and throw it away. We head out to the car and get in. Violet doesn't turn on the radio but I'm ok with it. I have a slight headache from crying in there anyway. We head back to the intersection where we came and wait for the light again. When it changes from red to green we go straight, retracing our steps. We proceed going straight and she speaks up.

''So why didn't you go back to your apartment?'' She asks. And I sit in silence. ''Well..'' I trail off. She turns onto the road leading to the mall.

''I kind of sold it before I found out..'' I say quietly.

"WHAT?!'' She says. She turns to me for a split second keeping her hands on the wheel. She turns back and sees a car speeding in the wrong lane. Before I know it the car is flipped over and I can't see Violet.