Johnny's POV:
Everyone is still a little shaking about what happened but we've been able to move on Goldie's still stressed out about it lately she's been throwing up crying and eating i dont know what to think really. When i asked her if she was ok and if she you know was sick or possibly pregnant she just blows it off and walks away. She hasn't been out or talked to anyone lately i just want to know what's wrong with and i want to break everyones funk. I pulled out my lap top and looked at flights for DR. I was gonna make this family like it was before.. that's what friends do for each other.
"Hey baby." i leaned over and kissed Goldie
"Hey.." she said taking a deep breathe "We need to talk."
I looked at her and closed my laptop.
"What's wrong?"
"...i might be pregnant."
"Really ?"
"Yeah but i'm scared to find out because i mean i dont want to bring a child in whatever like it's much stress with Lang, Corahn, and us not having our own house. " she said about to cry
" Babe you have to calm down cause if you are your putting stress on the baby now and i don't want that to happen so how about me you and everyone just calm down and go on a vacation ?"
she layed her head on my chest and just nodded.
"I want to make sure i'm pregnant first can we go to the doctors ?"
"Suure come on."
We grabbed our shoes and Carmen then left. We drove to CVS and the whole ride Goldie was nervous.
"Daddy .."
"Yes baby?"
"Wass wrong wit mama ?"
"She's just scared baby."
"why she scared ?"
"Because we have to find something out."
"ohh plwease dont cry mama. everything is okay."
Goldie smiled "I know baby just sometimes when mommy's find things out it excites them but it also scares them."
"so your ...um..um... how you say that word daddy?"
"Which one ?" i asked laughing
"Dat 'E' word mama used ?"
"Excited ?"
"yeah dat you escited mama? " she sadi trying her best to say excited
"yes baby girl."
I looked over at Goldie and grabbed her hand.
"I love you no matter what." i said kissing her hand
"I love you too baby."
Goldie's POV :
This is bad ... really bad, i cant believe this really. I didnt mess up but then again i am kind of. I miss Langston i miss everything about him. But life's better with Johnny. Am i making the wrong choice ? I want to cry because i know what's going on with me and i dont want to drag Johnny into all my problems not that he's not in them now but i mean these bigger problems. And i dont want to see Langston suffering anymore i miss him so much, Johnny doesn't touch me or kiss me the way Langston did. I miss my Lang bear. I dont know what to do. I was sitting in my car just blasting music thinking. Langston really is the one i cant live without, he's my first and my everything....i turned my hea ad saw Desiree standing at my window so i unlocked the car for her.
"Whats wrong ?"
i sighed not really wanting to tell her "everything..."
"everything like what ? "
"i almost lost Carmen ... and i'm pregnant and..."
"your pregnant ?!?!" she smiled
"yeah " i looked down at my fingers
"so why do you seem so down about it ?"
"because i still love Langston and i want to be with i have dreams about him when ever he comes around i get butterflies i just miss him so much." i started tearing up
"But you have Johnny." she said rubbing my leg
".. you just dont understand how much i love Langston and Johnny they say it's impossible to be in love with two people but guess what i am and i cant help it. " i let a tear slip my eye
"your right i'll never understand your situation but i know that you can be in love with two people at once and it's ok but you have to pick someone who will ALWAYS be there for you .. not someone who will bring you down all the time like Langston. "
"he doesn't so that anymore. but dont want him to be like this now and if i do get with him he hurts me and then i have no one to turn to because i would have lost Johnny. Who is the second best thing in my life. " i cired a little harder
"well you need to let Langston know that you cant do this because you dont want to lose Johnny. You ahve to make scarifices if you want anyone to give you what you should ave any woman should have ad that's love respect, dedication and honesty and more. You have to make up your mind. "
All back started playing by Chris Brown and i just cried and cried. I knew that Desiree and i needed not to fall back in love with Langston because he's no good for me.
"thanks Dessi , but dont tell anyone im pregnant yet.."
"i gotchu everything is going to fall into place God is doing this for a reason. He gives us challenges in life to see what we'll pass or what we'll fail only because he loves us. Talk to him and he'll point you the right way."
I sat there and let what she told me sink in. I know what i have to now.
Princeton's POV:
I was watching Noah once again. Man i hated watching him sometimes all he did was cry he never cried for me at that he alwasy cried for my parents , Dessi , and Diggy like wtf ? that's not even yo daddy. Im glad he's leaving soon i layed him for nap time and i layed beside him. This little nigga decided he was gonna take uup a bunch of space nah not today i pushed him .. not thinking he was gonna fall but he did and he started cry pointing to his arm i ddnt know what happened but my girl walked in and said that his arm was broke. I told her to leave and i took him to the hospital. I called Dee and told her of course she brought all her people.
"WHAT HAPPENED TO MY BABY ?!?!?!" she came in yelling
"He was put down for a nap and rolled off the bed !"
"how the hell did he roll off when he doesnt even move in his sleep ! Unless he's in his crib !?!"
"ALRIGHT ! Damn bitch i pushed his ass off the bed cause he was all up on me !"
"oh hell no "
Just then she came charging after me. She punched me in the face and i fell then she got on top of me and started punching me i ended up with a black eye and a bloody nose. I swear i hate them all !
heyyyyyy i missed yall hope yall missed me but what did yall think ? What should Goldie do ? i know i havent been updating this summer was crazy but im trying to start again but i wanna know what yall would like to read in this story .. ok i need ideas so leave them in the commets. All ideas will be used and you'll get the chapter dedicated to you sooo thanks ;)
