I was lying in bed. I rarely fell victim to panic, but my breaths were short and irregular. As I composed myself, I tried to make sense of everything.
Niall kissed me.
Louis showered with me.
Niall really kissed me.
I went down on Louis Tomlinson.
Two of my friends were gay? Or confused? Or horny?
This was strange. This doesn't just happen to people... have I been leading them on?
What do I need to change? What am I doing to confuse my mates?
Should I confront them about it and set the record straight? Ni will be fragile, I don't want to hurt him any more. Lou clearly doesn't want to talk about things.
This won't just blow over... what if I hurt someone... what if they don't want to talk to me again... what if the band splits up and it's all my fault?
I need to sort things out... I need to talk it out first... I could hardly turn to my best friend Lou for advice.
Zayn always knew what to do. Liam was the "sensible" one, but Zayn gave the best advice.
"ZAYN!!!! Can you come to my room, I need to talk to you!"
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Captain Of My Soul (Larry / Narry)
FanfictionHarry Styles was a happy person on the surface, he was broken underneath. When he finally came out as gay to the world, he expected a sense of relief - but that wasn't how things ended up. When Harry falls for two of his bandmates, he is left questi...
