Jongie POV:
I look back at the clock that's been going by so painfully slow. All I want is for that damn bell to ring so I can get the hell out of here and talk to Sehun. I know I already saw him in the morning, lunch and sixth period but still. Sehun is basically my only reason to still being in school. That and I want to get a scholarship for a dance college. I've always loved to dance. It started out as a little joke when me and Sehun signed up for a class when we were in middle school. Since then I've loved dance.
"Class is dismissed"
Freaking finally.
I grabbed my things and dashed out the door. I made my way through the hallway trying to get to the door I always exit out of. As expected I see the most beautiful human being ever waiting for me by his car.
"Hey Jong. " he says simply.
"Hi Sehunnie. How was your last class?" I said as we both got into his car.
"It was good. Kinda boring. What about you anything interesting?"
"Nah. Boring as always. I really wish I just had all my classes with you. Then we can shade on the shitty teachers together." I said.
Sehun laughed at that. It was just a chuckle but it still made me grin like the fool I am.
I love making Sehun smile. Even if its just a little tiny smile , it still makes my heart flutter.
If you haven't noticed by now , I am madly in love with my best friend. I know I'm fucked. I've known from the moment we've met that I'd fall head over heels for this boy. We've been best friends for years yet he still doesn't get my hints. Or if he does then he really is not interested.
I've always hoped that Sehun would be gay. He's never really showed an interest in girls before other then his favorite girl groups. But he's also never shown an interest in boys.
I'm really not sure with him. As for me I've only come out to four people. My parents , my sister , and my cousin (who is also my good friend) Kyungsoo. My parents and sister reacted pretty good. They won't love me any less. As for Kyungsoo he had a hard time with it. Its not that he's a homophobe, its just he's never really been around gays so he was very confused about all of it. Now he's cool with it, he even stop complaining when I check out guys around him.
"Jongin. Are you just gonna sit there or you gonna get out of the car?" Sehun said already out of the car.
"Right sorry. " I mumbled.
Once we were both inside we headed up stairs and changed into comfy clothes.
"So what do you want to do?" Sehun asked once we settled back into the livingroom. He went to the couch and sat down. He sat on the end so I decided to lay down and rest my head on his thighs.
"Wanna watch a movie? Or we can just chill here and talk. I'm fine with whatever. "
"Hmm. Don't really want to get up so chilling and talking it is. Anything interesting happen today?" He said as he started to play with my hair.
This is one of the many advantages of being so close to Sehun. Once he's comfortable around you, you notice that he'll get a lot more touchy. And now that
I live with him he's gotten even more closer to me. I love it.
"No not really. It was a really uneventful day. What about you?"
"Well actually. Something did happen and I really don't know what to do about it. Well I know what to do. But like I don't know what to think or ugh... I'm sorry. " Sehun said. I was starting to worry he seemed really confused.
"Why what happened?" I asked.
"W-well you know Luhan. The senior. So he came up to me and asked me to hang out with him.. Like on a date. I mean I didn't even know what to say or how to response. He caught me really of guard and I thought he just liked me as a friend."
"Wait? What? Luhan? Why! He barely even talks to you. Why would he ask you on a date? I mean really though?" I said. I mean it sounds a bit harsh but who the hell does he think he is? Asking my Sehunnie out , he's not even gay, right?
"I mean I'm pretty likable. Maybe he just couldn't resists my handsome looks and intelligence. " Sehun joked. But I didn't laugh.
I don't know what to think right now. He's acting as if this isn't a big deal. He's acting as if a boy didn't just ask him out even though he's straight.
"Well ... Did you say yes?"
" I-i mean he was really nice about it. I felt bad saying no, so.."
Holy shit. He said yes.
"Nini. Say something. Please. "
God. He just had to call me that now.
"Sehun. A-are you gay?"
My heart is beating so fast and hard I bet you Sehun could have heard it if he tried.
This is not how I thought things would go down. What if he is gay? Does that mean he's gonna be with Luhan now? No. This can't be happening.
"No."
"So you're bi?"
"... Yeah. I'm bi. "
Oh my god.
He just came out to me. He came out to me. Sehun is bi.
But he has a date with Luhan.
"Jongin. Are you mad?"
"What no why would I be mad?"
"I mean I've never told you and you're my best friend and I-i just, I should have told you. I'm sorry! You probably think I'm the worst. I just thought you would treat me different or.. " he said. He looked like he was about to cry.
"No. You don't have to be sorry okay. I'm glad you're telling me now. Don't worry okay. You're still my best friend. Just don't cry. I can't stand to see my Sehunnie cry. " I said hugging him. He chuckled and hugged me back.
"Thank you Jongin. You're the best."
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A/n well damn. This chapter could have been better but I just don't know how to fix it I'm sorry ╥﹏╥ don't be mad. There was a lot of dialogue huh? Sorry for that. Anyway do you guys think I should have one more chapter or do you guys want more ??¿ this chapter is for Jaxbewel cuz they actually read this ( ' ▽ ' )ﾉ
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