Why do I feel so empty inside?
My guts feel weightless, my tongue is tied
Why can't this child have their own peace of mind
Why must she appease a person wholes hatred is blind?
Why does my back creek when I step
Why does it remind me of the useless wreck
That I have associated my self with
And makes my tears rough waters to tread
Where is a God who will love me for me
And not want to make my future bleak
My heart is racing, I am no God's sheep
But i fear hell so much that some nights I don't sleep
They call this a decision and they result to false depictions
Of sin which is equal to being Gay or Lesbian
Such as murder, adultery
This religion doesn't feel forgiving
If God loves all his people
Why does he spite mine?
We are his people aren't we?
But is this statement a lie?
Sometimes I feel sick
And I start to cry
Cause being a homosexual
Means that I should die
Sometimes I think the only way I'll be at peace
Is when I die, is death my only release?
