The Feeling With No Name

10|| Don't Say Anything

(A/N: The picture above is of the ring Vic is getting Kellin!!! Anyways, proceed to read this "amazing" fanfic <3)

Vic POV

I really am very happy Kellin said yes. I've wanted to propose for awhile but well, a lot happened.... A lot that I regret.... Anyways, I know exactly what ring I want to get Kellin. A black one, because that's his favorite color. I'll get a matching one, but Kellin comes first. He's the one who's farther along in his pregnancy. He's two months, I think. I'm only three weeks.... I hope I don't lose this baby.... I got in the elevator and pressed the "lobby" button, I was going to go get Kellin's ring. I felt terrible leaving him alone, knowing that he couldn't handle it very well, but he had Emily. I thought about him as I walked out the hospital front door. 

"Bye, Vic!!" Nancy, the head secretary in the lobby, said. 

"Bye, Nancy!!" I replied before I was stopped by her again.

"Where are ya headed?" She asked. She was the sweetest old women I've ever met. I walked over to the desk and bent down, in case someone could hear.

"I'm going to get Kellin an engagement ring. I proposed last night, and we also found out that I'm pregnant." I whispered.

"Really?! That's great!!! Congratulations!!!" She said excitedly, standing up and hugging me. "So, two babies, huh? What are you gonna do?"

"We haven't really talked about that yet. But we'll figure something out. Anyways, I'll talk to you later, ok?" I said.

"Alright, sweetie. Good luck with everything." She said as I started back towards the door. I pushed the door open, breathing in the fresh, California air. It was hot and I was in a hoodie... But that's because of my scars from when I was younger, well from 13 to about 20. I walked to my car and grabbed the handle to open the door. It was locked.

"Shit." I mumbled to myself, grabbing the keys out of my pocket and unlocking the car. I opened the door and got in, putting the keys in the ignition and starting the car. I went to pull out as a car pulled out in front of me. "Don't you know how to fucking drive?!?!" I screamed at the driver as he flipped me off. "You wanna play like that buddy?! Fuck you!!!" I screamed as I whipped out in front of him, pushing my foot on the gas. I sped up until I finally looked at the speedometer. 85 miles per hour. Jesus Christ, I thought as I looked out my window, seeing the car speeding towards me, not stopping. I finally realized who it was... The driver who flipped me off. He sped up, faster and faster, until he finally crashed into my car, somehow hitting me head on... The last thing I felt was the airbag, hitting my torso and face, knocking the wind out of me... Then blackness.

Kellin POV

It's only been about a half hour and I already have anxiety.... I was wrong, I couldn't handle being alone like this.... I feel like I'm about to have an anxiety attack.... I'm shaking and it's hard to breathe and I am begining to sob... Another anxiety attack.

"Emily!" I managed to gasp out. She ran into the room just as I collapsed onto the bed.

"Kellin!!" She yelled, wrapping her arms around my shoulders. "Breathe, Kellin, just breathe." She shushed. "Calm down, calm down, breathe." She continued to shush until my breathing slowed down and I quit sobbing. I pulled out of her arms and scooted to the top of the bed. I put up my legs and crossed my arms on top of my knees, lying my head down to where I was still looking around the room. "You ok now?" She asked, sounding concerned.

"Yeah...... I just absolutely hate being alone....." I said, then I remembered. "Could you find out how Justing is for me?" I asked, my voice shaking just saying his name.

"Oh, yeah sure, Kellin. I'll go do that now, I'll be right back, ok? He's on this floor as well." She said, standing up and walking to the door. I really do worry about Justin... It's only been about a day but I still haven't heard anything. I didn't knw whether he was unconscious.... Or alive.... Or dead...... It had only been about ten minutes before I heard Emily come back.

"So. I have his chart. He's not dead, but he's very near. Unlike what happened with you, seeing as you nearly bled out. Knowing that you yelled for help almost immediately when you found Justin, he didn't bleed as much. The amount of blood he lost was less than half of what you lost." She went on. "So, it could be worse, but for now, let's just wait it out, alright? Don't get worked up over it." She said as her pager beeped. "Oh my god.... A car accident.... Both drivers wounded, shit. I gotta go ok?" She said. I nodded and she ran towards the emergency room. I sat in silence, stood up and paced the room, and sat back down, for about an hour until Emily came back.

"Kellin...." She whispered, so quiet I almost couldn't hear her.

"Yeah? Emily? What's wrong?!" I yelled because she didn't respond.

"Kellin...." She trailed off. "It's Vic..... There's been accident...." She whispered as I collapsed to the ground, sobbing and hitting my head in the process. Then nothing but blackness.

Hey guys!!!! So I'm sorry about not updating for a while, but I was on spring break and didn't have WiFi. Ahhh it was pure hell!!!!! But i'm back and I've got so many surprises in store for you guys. Stay tuned!!!! Love you guys!!!! <3