Mistake

Chapter 11

9 months pregnant.

My very last month of life. I spend most of it at the lake. The lake is so pretty. I'm gonna call it, Kayla's Lake. I make a mental note to put that in the note. Iv'e ignored most of my calls. I just want to be alone. Just me and Kayla. Sarah has called me a bunch and left many messages. She said that she was worried about me, and that I need to call her back. But, I just don't want to talk to anybody. I'm on my way to the lake when I feel a pain in my stomach. I look down and water is coming out of me. Uh oh. I call Sarah. "Hello, Violet?" "SARAH! I'm in labor!" "Okay, hun, where are you?" "The lake down by my house!" "I'll be there soon!" "OKAY HURRY!" I yell and hang up. I walk to the lake, and stand there breathing in and out. Well this is it. I'm finally about to give labor. I stare out as the sun sets and put my hand on my belly, my hair blowing in the wind. Goodbye, lake. Sarah pulls in behind me and helps me to the car. She drives me to the hospital and I feel lightheaded. I can't breathe. The doctors inject me with something and I freak out. Sarah assuring me that everything is fine. I'm in so much pain, the doctors are talking about God knows what. "SHUT UP AND HELP ME!" I yell. They lay me on the bed and tell me to breathe in and out, in and out. I do as they say. I open my legs and then begin to push as the doctor says. The pain is horrible. Oh. My. Gosh. I'm screaming. The pain..... "PUSH!" The doctors yell. I push one good last time and then I began to see a baby coming out. Sarah cuts the cord and I'm about ready to pass out, and I do. 

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When I wake up, I'm in the hospital room, alone. I get up and realize what it is time for me to do. I'm in pain, but I have to do it. No more waiting. The baby is born, it's time for me to go.