Just Another Fan in Your Eyes

Chapter 1: Infinite Sleep

Chapter One: Infinite Sleep

I lie on the big bed, trembling in fear, yet devastation. A small lime-green container of Iron supplements was tightly grasped in my little hands, the lid unattached.

I was finally done with everything. I felt as if the only way out of this was taking enough pills to get the job done.

My only hope in life was oblivious to the fact that I existed, to the point where even I started to doubt my own existence.

Harry Edward Styles. The charming heartthrob from the world's biggest boy band. I've seen and heard all kinds of girls talking about him, most of them sending him very dirty comments and messages. And others commenting about how hot or "spicy" he is. But I wasn't like that.

Harry is cute- mischievous at times; his toned torso is muscular and attractive, but that wasn't what I loved most about Harry.

The heart of an angel, the innocence of a child, the patience of a real gentleman is what I loved most about Harry. He was someone who definitely stood out in my sight. He may be silly and goofy at times, but when it comes to being a gentleman, he is one, without doubt.

His bright, green eyes seem to carry a million hidden, unspoken secrets that no one knows but himself. He seems so sad at a moment and so happy the next. He goofs around and plays with kids, but he's also serious and humble at the same time. He's kind to those who hate him, and lovely and sweet to those who love him. Harry Styles. My idol. Who still doesn't know I exist.

Cold water rushed down my throat after about the twentieth pill I've gulped down in the past few minutes. My fingers were slightly loosening the grip, shivers being sent down my body. I started feeling the breeze, sweat accumulating on my cold skin. I felt more and more nauseous by the second, my eyelids getting heavier. The plan was working. I was slowly drifting off into my infinite sleep; and I just couldn't wait any longer. I was finally gonna leave the world where I never even really existed.

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(A/N): I'm at school so first chapter is very short but it'll get longer. It's just an idea of what the story will be like. Votes and comments are greatly appreciated! Thanks!