Alone (Hak x reader)

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(Third pov)

Why?

That was all that went through his mind. Why?

"(f/n), I'm sorry, but I don't want you coming with me." He say.

"Hak, I have to go fight with you. I promise, nothing will happen." You say.

The sight of you being killed in front of him was hard enough to bare. Everything he did to try and protect you, everything you two did together, it all went down the drain. Every single memory of you he could possibly have breaks him down to tears.

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"Okay, now keep your eyes closed (F/n). Ok?" He said, removing his hands from your eyes.

"Ok." You reply. He opens the door and leads you inside your quarters of the castle.

  "Ok, now open them." He says. You open you eyes to see your precious sword repaired and sitting on a shelf, as if it were on display. You gasp and run into his arms.

  "I love it!!! Thank you Hak!!!!! I love you so much!!!!" You say and jump into his arms as he buried his face in your (H/c) hair.

"It was nothing (f/n), anything to see you smile."

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All he could think was Why.

   Why didn't he stop you. Why was he so stupid? He remembers every bit about you, your bright (e/c) eyes, your beautiful smile, your ability to spread happiness no matter where you were. Everything built up inside him, and it was eating away at him. He stood at your grave, as tears poured down his pale cheeks. He remembered that day like it was just yesterday.

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   You both rode your horses side by side as you headed deeper to where the battle was taking place. Hak looked at you, hoping he wouldn't regret this. Your army stopped at the top of a hill, facing your enemy, the fire tribe. You glanced at each other, before shaking the rains, signaling your horses to start running. You pull out your sword, slashing enemies along the way. Hak was easily able to slash at enemies, taking them all down with his Hsu quando. He became more concentrated on his battles, and on his enemies that came at him with great speeds.

  "Son Hak! Go help your comrades on the left side of the war." General Geun-Tae ordered his command. Hak listened and speed as quick as his horse could carry him. He quickly started to pick up on his battles again. You noticed that he was on your side of the war, and you were glad he was there. With his presence there, you were given this strength to continue to fight on, no matter how tired and weak you were feeling. You continued to slash through enemies, holding on to your horses' reins as tight as you could.

  But it wasn't enough.

   As you were fighting, an arrow was shot, and it ended up buried deep in the blood of your shoulder. Your death grip on the reins loosened and you fell straight to the ground, giving your enemies the advantage.

   Hak had no clue what was going on until he a certain someone's cry for help. He whipped his head around until he laid his eyes on the event that was happening.

But....he was too late.

   Your enemy overpowered you, and he sent his edge of his blade deep into your stomach, and a blood curdling scream left your lips that sent shivers down Hak's spine and left him trembling violently. Your enemy pulled the blade out of your stomach and flinged away the red blood dripping from his once silver sword. Hak was lost for words as he slashed your enemy in half and lifted your body as gently as he could. Your half lidded eyes looked into his beautiful blue ones as you started to speak.

"H-hak, I'm....sorry. I tried to stay strong.....but he was even stronger." You said as tears poured from his eyes. Tears started to tumble down your cheeks from your own (e/c) eyes.

"(Y-Y/n).....please...no..."He said between sobs. His grip tightened around you, as if the tight grip may keep you from fading. You smiled up at him and gently gave him one last kiss.

"I'm sorry....I love you so much......"You spoke out.

"(Y/N)!!!! DON'T YOU DARE!!! DON'T LEAVE ME!!!" He yelled between cries.

"I love you.....I'll always be with you, remember that..." Were the last words to roll from your lips as the light left your eyes and your consciousness finally slipped away along with your final breath. Hak's eyes widened, and his breath hitched in his throat as his heart shattered into millions and millions of small pieces. He was paralyzed for a moment, before clutching onto your limp body and pulling it as his close as could to his own body.

"(Y/N)!!!! PLEASE!! COME BACK TO ME!!!!! NO!!!!!!" he continued to yell as he cried into your shoulder until it was soaked with his tears. He gently set your body down, and turned to face his enemies. There was nothing left in him anymore. He was completely and permanently broken, and no one could ever fix him. He ruthless slashed at every single one of his enemies, yelling in rage. He made sure to kill every single person that was on the side of the heartless idiot that took you away from him. He tried to make sure they felt as much pain as he did, but he knew, no amount of pain he gave them physically, could even begin to approach the amount of pain they caused him mentally and emotionally.

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Tears rolled down his face as he thought about that day. He knew that it wasn't anyone's fault but his. He had completely taken his mind off you, when he should've had it on you no matter what, at the worst time. His legs gave out on him, and fell hard on his knees as he set the bouquet of flowers he had on your grave with shaky hands. He continued to stare at your grave until he couldn't hold it back anymore. He let all of his sorrow and tears out of his system that he was holding back.

"It was all my fault!!! If it wasn't for me you would still be alive!! This isn't what I wanted!!! I want to be with you longer!!!! I wanted to be able to kiss you, hug you, hold you!!!" He yelled to the sky, hoping you would respond. But you didn't, there was nothing but silence. He continued to cry and think to himself. He wanted to go back and save you, but he couldn't. There was nothing he could. He was the reason you left him.

He had no choice but go through his life, living in regret, pain, misery.............and without you.

He was destined......to be alone.

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