Lexa P.o.v
It's been a month, I haven't gone to school because I have to work. Clarke has just disappeared from my life, she broke my fucking heart, I gave her everything and now she's gone, everyday I ask myself what I have done wrong to make her leave. I live back at my old house and it's so big and empty, I'm am thinking about moving. I suddenly hear someone at the door, I walk over and open it to see Costia
"Hey" she smiled and my but they're smile turned to a concerned look
"Hey Costia" trying to sound like I'm okay but it didn't work, Costia walked in with her arm round me
"What's wrong, talk to me" we sit on the sofa but I don't give in and I hold in my tears
"Just a bit stressed that's all" I look at her with a smile on my face, this time it seems like it's believable
"I just came over her to apologise to you Lexa, what I did was wrong and I was not in a good place. But now I see that I fucked up and it hurts seeing you and Clarke"
"Well me and Clarke are..... Well it's complicated"
"Seems to me like she being kinda shitty by abandoning you" wait how did she know, I ignore my thoughts as I'm too sad to think about it in detail
"I would never do that to you" Costia grabs my face and pulls me into a kiss for a moment I let it happen but I then push away
"Costia I can't, can you please leave" she stands up looking pissed
"When will you get over that bitch, she left you get over it and move on"
"I can't just stop loving someone"
"Well you stopped loving me"
"That's cause I never fucking loved you Costia, anyway how do you know about me and Clarke?"
Her face goes blank I can't tell if she going to cry or not
"Fuck you Lexa" she pulls out a gun and shoots me in the stomach, I place my hands on the wound my face in shock, everything starts to go blurry, I can faintly see Costia leaving the house. I quickly pull out the phone in my pocket and call Clarke, she doesn't pick up so I leave her a message
"Clarke I love you, I never stopped and I'm sorry for what ever I did wrong and I forgive you for leaving, my fight is over" I drop the phone and everything goes black
Clarke P.o.v
I miss Lexa so much, I have tried to carry on my life but I haven't been the same, I look at raven and Octavia and they are so happy together, they don't ask me about what happened in the forest cause every time they ask I start to cry. Lexa has not attempted calling me much so I assume that she has moved on.
one day when I am walking home I get a call from her, I hang up and I feel tears forming in my eyes, I look back down at my phone to see a voice mail, she has never left one so I feel the urge to listen to it, I'm hesitant at first but I then give in, I press play
"Clarke I love you, I never stopped and I'm sorry for what ever I did wrong and I forgive you for leaving, my fight is over"
I can hear she's struggling to talk, I start to panic and without thinking I start to run towards her house, I see her gate is open and the front door in too, I run in to rind Lexa on the floor bleeding, I grab my phone and call the ambulance
"Please come quick my girlfriend is dying"
"Please tell me what heppened"
"I think she was shot in her stomach" I can't control how fast my breathing is
"Okay we are on our way"
I grab a pillow from the sofa and push it on her wound to help stop the bleeding
"Please Lexa don't leave me I'm sorry" tears are running down my face, I start to find it hard to see, I started to believe that she was going to die in my arms
"In peace may you leave the shore, in love may you find the next safe passage on your traveled until our final journey to the ground, may we meet again" I buried my head into her chest while crying.
suddenly the ambulance and paramedics get here and put her on a stretcher I follow them on to the ambulance, the paramedics and pushing down on her wound with a cloth
When we get to the hospital then rush her in to surgery, I try to follow but the nurse tell me to sit in the waiting area
It's been 6 hours and all I have done is stare at the floor while tapping my foot on the floor
"Lexa woods" my head shoots up as I see the doctor call her name
"Okay your name is?"
"Clarke griffin"
He nods " okay come with me"
I follow him to Lexas room she Laing In bed, she looks pale, she is sleeping so peacefully though
" Lexa was awake but we advised her to go back to sleep, shes okay the bullet luckily missed the vital organs, the police will come in soon to question you both. When she wakes up you must make sure she does not experience any stress okay?"
I just nod and take a seat next to Lexa, I grab her hand and rub it with my thumb, tear start to run down my face
"Clarke?" I quickly look up, grab Lexas face and pull her into a kiss, she was shocked at first but then leaned into it, I slightly pulled away and left out for heads touching
"Lexa I'm so sorry, I fucked up big time, I shouldn't of gave into Costia, she said you would stay safe if I stayed away"
"Clarke, it's okay, I'm okay. Thank you"
"For what?"
"Coming back" I smiled and pulled her back in to a kiss
"I love you so fucking much Lexa" I said with a wide smile on my face
"I love you too Clarke and I promise you I'm going to get out, I don't want to be commander if it means I can't be with you" Lexa then held my neck and we pulled each other back into a gentle kiss, our lives where so fucked up, but I didn't care anymore as long as I was with Lexa I was happy
Sorry but that's the end of the story, if you want me to so a sequel please let me know but I'm going to focus on my new story 'Against the rules' at the moment. Thank you for all the votes and reads. Also shout out to all the people who are reading clexa fan fics as coping methods like me.
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Mystery Girl (clexa)
FanficClarke comes back from high school from the holidays, but when she get back the is a new group of teens the At have joined the school but there is one girl who stands out, the one who is centre of the group.
