Sex Lessons

5

"Pezz what are you staring at?"Leigh asked me as I looked at Zayn from across the room. He was talking with girls and most likely flirting with them as they were giggling and twisting their hair. Stupid sluts.

"Nothing. Just day dreaming."I said turning back to face them. Can't tell them I was looking at Zayn. They'll probably make fun of me...

"No you weren't."Jesy smirked and looked over at Zayn. She giggled and whispered something to the girls that I couldn't hear. I swear these girls love to keep secrets from me. Last time I sat on ketchup and the girls didn't tell me so I walked around school the whole day with a ketchup stain which looked like a period stain to everyone else.

"No! Really?"Jade asked Jesy who just nodded as they all looked at me with smirks. I gave them a questioning look and Leigh gave me an 'obviously' face. What were they saying?

"Seems like you have a crush on Malik."Jade smirked making my eyes widen. Have a crush on Zayn? No I wouldn't! He's just showing me how to have sex. No feelings what so ever!

"You guys are hilarious."I laughed to myself as they all gave me serious looking faces. Oh they can't be serious! I don't have crushes! People have crushes on me! That's how it works!

"You're showing every sign of having crush. You literally can't keep your eyes off him!"Leigh exclaimed making people stare.

"Leigh hush!"I said in a quiet tone. "Zayn is just giving me tips and stuff which doesn't mean I like him. Besides he wouldn't like me back anyways look at me."I said making all of them roll their eyes at me.

"Geez sometimes I wonder how your still a virgin. I mean look at you! Perrie you got the body of a model!"Jesy said pointing at me. I looked down at myself. Model? Ha! I'm no model I have fat all over me. I mean maybe I can walk better than some of them.

"I don't like him! And I never will! He's just some guy-"

"He's coming this way."

"Oh my god do I look okay?"I exclaimed fixing my hair making the girls laugh.

"Hey Perrie."I heard his voice from behind me. I turned around and sure enough Zayn stood there with a little smile on his face.

"H-Hi!" I hear Jade giggle making me mentally face palm. God why am I stuttering? It's just Zayn. Nothing special about him! Just his dreamy brown eyes that make you melt right in and his- I need to stop.

"So I have to cancel today cos Louis is throwing a party at his house. He asked if you all wanted to come?"he said looking at the other girls. I turned around and the all nodded in agreement.

"Great. I'll see you there."He smiled before walking away. I turned back around and the girls all went into giggles.

"H-Hi."Jade mimicked my stuttering making me face palm myself. I swear the girls are going to keep this on me for a long time.

"Your blushing! You were the entire time!"Leigh managed to say in between her laughs. I rolled my eyes and just continued to eat my food.

I don't have a crush on Zayn.

---later---

fuck. Fuck. FUck. FUCk. FUCK! I have nothing to wear to this stupid party! What look am I even going for? I don't wanna go looking like a virgin! But I don't wanna go looking like a slut.. Since my parents are religious all the clothes that they buy me scream out 'VIRGIN'. The clothes I buy I hide in my closet so they don't see.

"Hey Pezz."Jade said coming into my room.

"How'd you get-"

"You're parents let me in. You ready?"She asked coming up behind me.