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I hardly even remember the time we fell in love,maybe not romantically for you but for me at one point I was. You were my entire life. I craved your touch, your hugs, your laughter, everything. I would think about you all day and night, nonstop. Now we're lost in outer space trying to remember what we once had. I now realize I only wanted what I couldn't and still can't have, you.
My parents still believe it's not meant to be. They say that a girl can't fall in love with another girl. If they do they must have some sort of demon in them. Yes, I was between wanting to be perfect for my parents and wanting to be perfect for and with you.
Why is it that I feel guilty and pleasure at the same time when I'm with you... As I'm writing this I'm now making a choice to face the word with you by my side. Your hand in my own, the way it should be.
