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It's been about a week or so since we last talked. Hah..talked...more like you arguing about how it was always my fault. How I always use to hurt you but you know... I wasn't the one who fell in-love with 2 people at the same exact fucking time.
I'm hurting H.... I miss you. I miss our late conversations on FaceTime, your kisses, our childish fights, us being fat butts, everything. Now you've moved on. It took you only about a day or two to find someone else.
Only now I notice is that you only wanted attention from me. You never really loved me. You loved the fact that I would always put you first..before anything & everything.
Yeah I feel abandoned, ignored but maybe I deserve that.
