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Studies say that you can be in love with two people at the same time but you'll always love one way more. Today I learned that, that person isn't me.
I'm not perfect, and I will never be perfect..for you. You might say that it's a lie but it's the truth. I cause meaningless fights and I act as if everything's fine when it actually isn't or I hide all my feelings/emotions from you; that's something that's not perfect about me. There's many more things that aren't perfect about me that you need to reconsider. How am I perfect when I have hurt you over and over again? I even made you go back to ur ex because falling in love with me was a mistake. I'm not perfect and it's okay because I'll learn from my mistakes and flaws.You on the other hand. You're perfectly broken. I love every single flaw about you. I find the imperfect, perfect. Each and every curve that's not suppose to be in your body...I find it beautifully perfect. I love it how chunky you are because it means I can hug you. So tight. Those chubby cheeks, I imagine myself cupping them and kissing your lips passionately. Or your thighs..grabs you by them and push you up against the wall but most of all it gives me more excuses for me to love you more when you can't love yourself.