The girl who fought

There is a girl sitting by a tree an thinking to herself am I ever going to win the battle with myself as she starts writing in her journal her friend hope comes up to her and says *how have u been * and the girl said " not that well I've been depressed , cutting ,starving and almost committed suicide again as tears start running down her face her friend says "it's okay ur fighting a battle with yourself and someday it might be over "I've been so hurtful to ppl as well as myself how is it ever going to end in my head I feel as if I'm in a living hell and I feel as if I were burning in flames after that Hope left and I went inside to my room and put on Muzic I then got this weird feeling that someone was behind

Me and then I looked back and saw Ana she was so pretty and so skinny how I wish I could look like her she was probably like 0 pounds which I wish I could look like but I'm som ugly and fat I would never be able to look like her.