My first ever WillDip fanficton! In fact it's my first story I've done!
guys I'm so happy that I finally had the ideas and time to write this! I'm in love with the gravity falls demonXboy ships it's actually unreal! Okay enough of this message already! First chapter EVER of this ship hope you guys enjoy !!Wills PoV ~
I scramble to the other side of my so called 'bedroom' breathing deeply as my whole body was aching in pain. The only noises that was heard for those moments was the sound of dripping
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My body covered in red slits , painful tears slipping down each and everyone , each one leaving its own dried up mark upon my pale skin tone .
My heavy breathing was now painful shaky breathes as I clenched my hands together the pains in my hand making everything so much worse as I did so. I bent my head down in shame at myself , the thought that I was letting my self get into this harm , the contest battle between wishing to be dead but always end up alive after.every.one.
The pain never leaving my body , scars reminding me of these times , shamefully slashed on my wrists and aboveIm broken ..
I winced as I heard the big metal clank as my door was shoved open , i wished not to look up as I stayed sat in the corner of my 'bedroom' but the only things in this room apart from the door was a rug like size made out of cardboard that covered some of the cold harsh stained floor. I heard the usual echo of steps fill the deathly air , I tried so hard to keep most of my emotions in , but at this point I couldn't hold it back anymore , icy blue tears threatened to fall from my baby blue eyes , this time I didn't fight it , I let my cowardness take over . I squint my eyes shut wishing for Bill , for anyone but all I got was a long and pissed of sigh that left warm air around my face .
"Stop with the weeping " came a deep gruff voice from above my head , I didn't dare look up at all , I feared to show my scareful Face to him , ashamed of myself I nod my head still not looking up from him . He sighs getting up the heel on his shoes hitting the cold floor as he walked towards the door , a moment stood where it was just silent , I felt eyes staring at me but I just did nothing , then the painful sound of my metal door slamming shut against the old brick wall that kept me in-prisoned in this hateful place .
In my room they're was only the following objects that actually might consider it being more like my bedroom , a simple mirror that had a few cracks due to the door always slamming shut , An smallish window next to the door, only viewing the empty hall way and lastly a picture of my whole family pinned onto my mirror, well I say my whole family it's only me and my older brother , Bill. We had an older brother named Tad Cipher, but he decided he didn't want anything to do with us , he changed his last name and we never saw him again . Bill said it was for the better, so I just let it happen . Now it's just me. Bills still a Cipher and my brother, but it's just me standing on my own legs like him , we grew dissent through out the time Tad had left , finding it awakred to talk about anything to one and another . We was completely different and that was the problem . I was weak and scared and always showing my emotions , I still am . But Bill was bold and brave and never really expressed how he felt . Oh how I wished for those times again , even if it wasn't any good
It would be better then being in this mess I'm in now .I'm used to seeing Walls , just walls and walls and walls . I often get into a lot of trouble for day dreaming on the job .
I mean I can't help it it's a thing I do now to now , I could sit and look at a blank wall for hours dreaming about what the outside world would like , all the sunsets and views that could explode around in this town 'Gravity Falls' my heart dreams to go outside and explore only to see myself , but not under Masters watch not Mistresses, that's the only thing stopping me from doing this ..
Them .
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Just your shadow | WILLDIP
FanfictionEven shadows get lonely.. But is being lonely better then the sick twisted love you, oh so dearly crave? Or is it just your darkest hour ...