Sooooooooo
We meet again ;^;
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So I'm gonna stick to my word , I'm going to 'try' write a new chapter for everyday that's left of the six weeks hoilday, which is like 3.
I spent all night last night deciding that, how sad am I? But even so , I think it's going to be nice to have this book regularly updated , unlike my previous events where it's even taken me months to update ;_; ..As all ways guys thanks for all the views and votes , I'm going to stop making my authorNotes so long ..
but anyways,
Enjoy!Williams POV ~
I sit in the darkness , slightly sniffing rubbing my eyes as sleep conquers me.
Dammit !
I'm a demon I shouldn't need sleep, unless it's this human form ... I shake my head excepting sleeps offer. Rubbing my eyes one more before a quick 'kitten' type yawn I snuggle up against my big big blue jumper. I honestly don't mind that my tops are big , it's nicer to sleep with instead of having something tight , but ofcourse this I never told Master, or never intended to, my eyes close as I frown deeply , snuggling up into my big blue jumper and the light slipping away into greyness , the Mindscape .
I like the Mindscape, it's a place that I can make deep thoughts and no one interups me , no one . It's an 4th dimension, my family owns it. It started of with 'Tad' as he likes to call himself being the ruler that was untill he had name changes so it was left with Bill. I've got to admit I haven't been in the Mindscape since Bill started to take notice in it and use it more than often , making the emptiness disappear into nothing . But for once it feels empty ..
Dippers words stuck in my head like a sore thumb, over and over again I would hear Faint whispers of his sentences drift through the Mindscape , like a wind blowing flowers across a mossy green field.
Suddenly the Mindscape turned To that Scene , apart from a lake in the distance and pine trees & oaks stood tall and proud, I smile as I sit down Daisy's surrounding me as the sun starts to set , the blue sky drifting in some clouds , a slight cough comes from beside me and I freeze realising I wasn't alone.
I turn to my side to see Dipper sat there looking at me frowning , his head tilt slightly , I gasp moving back, my hands at my side as I push my self backwards. Dipper sits there frowning deeper
"BlueBerry, what's wrong ?" He asks his voice Carm , warm and welcoming but i shake my head moving further back ,Dipper looks at me worridily and grabs my wrists bringing him closer towards him , eventually sat on his lap as he hums smiling and leaning his head on my shoulder, his grasp still on my wrists , I blush darkly not Knowing where to look at all , my body twitches as Dipper breaths warmly at the back of my neck , making me shuffle in his lap a little to much .."Gosh Blueberry !" Dipper mutters making me jump as I thought he'd shout or yell "stay still will you for the love of God " he chuckles as i nod my head , pretty sure my face was a strawberry colour ..
"Why'd you look so scared a minute ago Blue?" He asks hugging me around my waste with arms , his grip on my wrists finally free "you was fine for a spilt second then you start moving away , I thought you .. Like " he stops sighing
I look out towards the distance as I take a deep breath "I was .. Suprised to see you .. " I whisper looking down at his hands as he takes my hands within him as he leans his chin on my shoulder yet again "but BlueBerry we've been here for atleast an hour , why you be suprised to see me here when I took you here?" He looks at me from his angle frowning as I shake my head , trying to get up quickly .
"Becau-because this is just an illusion .." I mumble " A dream!" I shout out my eyes getting teary "the real dipper would never be like this .. Never " I whisper shaking my head as the tears start to fall down "even in my dreams I can't be happy .. Because I know it will never happen .." The dream Dipper looks at me before he starts vanishing , my human body must be waking up ..
"Never"
I start to cry as I'm left in the Mindscape as my body starts to wake up, my eyes slowly open as I grumble and sitting up rubbing my eyes that was still watery , yay.
I look around and stop once I see a pair of black shiny shoes and black trousers , I stop immediately and look up slowly, Dipper stood there dumb founded blushing ever so red ..
Dipper ...
Oh gods !
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Just your shadow | WILLDIP
FanfictionEven shadows get lonely.. But is being lonely better then the sick twisted love you, oh so dearly crave? Or is it just your darkest hour ...