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Williams POV ~
I should of known, should of known better then I did, of-course Dipper doesn't feel anything for me ..
Who would?
I'm just another selfish excuse for him and Mabel to use , again and again. It hurts , hurts to be this way. "Stupid stupid stupid" I shout , my voice echoing thro out my prison cell , my place where I lose my sane . I'm not going to lie to you , it used to be my place of happiness , much like the mindscape , there's no chance I'm heading back there .. Not after what happened.
I just can't believe he'd do something like this to me .. Toying with my emotions. Just so typical of him! Of Course that's what he wanted . Urghh . I fell for it , why ?! I freeze as I hear faint echoes of heavy foot steps from out side my door , I sigh deeply hugging my legs as I bring them closer to my chest ..
Please.no.ple-
"William?" Dipper coughs , standing by the door as it hasn't closed it , I stay in my position , breathing silently through out my nose , my back towards the door , "William please " he groans a mixture of annoyance yet sadness in his tone , I sniff squinting my eyes before smiling , still not facing him ,
"Tell me what does it mean to feel special around Somone .. And you hadn't in the past " I ask him , my tone scarily a whisper , "what does it mean when you get tingles and you feel confused yet you know what you want , when your around this person"
There's some silence before Dipper coughs and he shuffles Around a bit , "Will I refuse to tell you anything untill you turn around and look at me" no emotion in his voice , as I slowly nod my head turning to face him to see he's sat opposite me , his legs crossed and his hands placed on his knees , he smiles nodding my head, my eyes darting around not wanting to give him full eye contact,
"So you want to know what your feeling ?" Dipper asks his eyes lighting up a bit , but I just simply shrug , my eyes sunken to the floor "well Will , that feeling-"
"Love" I whisper shaking my head , looking Dipper straight in the pupils , only for him to stare back . I blush a bit getting uncomfortable as I start to shuffle around , "I know what it is D-Dipper I just want to know w-why I feel l-love?" I keep moving , my face getting redder as I do so , tears on the blink of falling out , Dipper just sits there smirking at me ,
"Why I don't know if the colour red suits you or not " he chuckles as I go even redder , I swear my face must look like a Tomato, he brings him self forward and I - well try - to shuffle back but he takes a grip onto my waist , almost picking me up and dumping me on his lap , God dammit Dipper! I try and get out , but he then snakes his arms around my waist keeping me in place, i moan fighting against him to get out of his Lap, but he wouldn't give in, 'why would I wanna sit on the lap that betrayed me ?'
"Now Will," Dipper restarts "That feeling you have is called 'Love' " I nod my head slowly , allready knowing that bit "but the reason you feel it , well it can be many reasons " I frown ,
"Many reasons ?" I question , feeling like a child in Dippers lap as he chuckles and nods his head , "many many reasons" he repeats again "like you could love them for there personality or how they look , or how they act around you , or even if you've been speaking to them for ages and you can just feel that spark , that flutter every time your with them . "
I nod my head , gulping "s-so why did you w-want me on your l-lap?" Dipper chuckes softly , his warm breath hitting my neck , causing me to shiver.
"Because , Will " his warm breath moved up to my ear , "I want to know who these feelings are for " he whispers into my ear , something wet liking it in a circle , almost like a flick. As soon as he says that I swear to the gods I have never been this shade of red , I mutter something and there's silence ,
"Pardon ?" Dipper smirks , leaning into me making me slutter more.
"N-nobody " I squeak when Dipper leans into me making me feel goosebumps all down my back . "then why'd you ask?" He smirks a slight chuckle escapes his lips , "B-Becuase of the way you lo-looked at Pacifica " I whisper my mouth going dry "b-back in the l-living r-room" tears fall down my cheek as Dipper turns me around , a sad frown spread across his face , as he saw me .
"Will .." He sighs hugging me , I bury my head into his chest as more tears come down , my sobs getting louder , I wrap my arms around Dippers' neck for more support as he swings my legs around his waist , quickly going back to my back and softly stroking it , "W-why are you like t-this " I mutter between sobs "o-one moment y-your fine t-then -" Dipper shushes me shaking his head , a questionable look on his face ,
"So you like Pacifica ?"..
I shake my head more Tears coming down , how can he be so blind ...
