Somebody that I used to know. >>Kellic

Chapter 6

  "Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over

But had me believing it was always something that I'd done

But I don't wanna live that way

Reading into every word you say

You said that you could let it go

And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know."  Vic sand into the microphone. 

Oh my god, is this really happening? How? I was so shocked and I didn't know what to do. Seeing him made old memories come into my mind. Hatred, love, and revenge. Those 3 words stuck in my mind. Am I even sure that's Vic up there? Of course it is! He hasn't changed at all since I last seen him. His hair was still at his shoulders, he was skinny, but had more muscles then I remember and his eyes.. oh god, the way they sparkle in the sun light. He's still as beautiful a I rem- What? Did I really just say that? What the hell is wrong with me?

Vic was looking around the crowd as he sung his heart out on stage. His eyes landed on me, and once again, I was frozen. His eyes went wide and I didn't know what to do. I stood there like a deer in the the headlights. I couldn't bring myself to look away from him, but when he started to stutter is words, I did the first thing that came to mind. I ran. 

I ran until I got to the bus. The guys we not here, so they were probably still playing. Why the hell is he here? Was that his band playing? Why wasn't I informed that he was going to be here! "Okay Kellin, calm down. Everything gonna be okay. Just breath" I told myself. Jenna and Oli came running through the door minutes later. They swung open the door and it closed with a bang. It honestly scared the shit out of my. I hate big noises, and the sudden sound threw me into a panic attack. I let out a deathly cry. I felt like I couldn't breath. I was shaking and I thought I was going to pass out.

"Baby, baby, calm down. It's just us." Oli's gently voice tried to calm me down, but it made me cry even harder. I actually have no idea why I was crying. Maybe it was the sudden memories that hurt so bad,  or maybe it was the fact that when Vic was singing, the last line he sung was the exact thing I told him when we broke up. He held such hurt in his eyes, that it made me feel nothing but guilt. But why? Why was I feeling like this? This was over 3 years ago! I know I hurt him but he got over it. I think..

I was starting to calm down. My breathing was now regular, and my sobs turned into a few stray tears here and there. "Are you okay?" Jenna asked, concern lacing her voice. 

"Y-yeah. I'm fine. Sorry, I just need a moment. You guys go ahead and watch the guys. I'll meet up with you in a minute." I said, giving a small smile.

"Are you sure?" Oli asked. "We don't have to go back out there if you don't want to." God, he's so good to me. He doesn't even know who Vic is, or what happened, but when he see's me hurt, he makes sure I'm okay. Except those times he slapped me.. but he was just angry. I understand why he did that.

"Yeah, I'm sure. I'm just gonna freshen up." They both gave me warm smiles before leaving to show. I really didn't wanna go back out there in case I ran into Vic but I knew how excited Matty sounded earlier when he asked us to come watch him. That's just who I am now, I always put people's feeling before mine. When I decided I didn't want to be alone anymore, I left the bus to find everyone. 

I made my way back stage at one of the side stages and found them.They were too busy watching Memphis may fire, which is Matty's band, to notice me yet. It kinda sucks because I got here right as they were finishing their last song of the day. A sweaty Matty, came over to us, smiling.

"What do you think?" He asked no one in particular. 

"You guys are amazing." Oli said. 

"Thanks man. Hey Kellin, can I talk to you for a second?" I gave him a confused look but nodded anyways. 

"Okay, so for me to get you guys to come along with us, I kinda told my tour manager that you were gonna sing a song with me." He said. Oh no, I know where he's going with this.

"Matty, no. You know I get nervous in front of a big fucking crowd." I snapped.

"C'mon Kells, please? Just one song. You have an amazing voice and no one's gonna hear it if you don't step out of your comfort zone. Please?" He begged. He was right. I've spent my whole life in my comfort zone, plus, when am I going to get another chance like this again? I really love singing so I guess it would be a good Idea to share it.

"But what if they hate me?" I asked. I was just stalling because I knew I was going to give in. 

"They wont hate you. You're amazing, almost better then me but no quite." He teased. I rolled me eyes, finally giving in.

"Ugh, fine." He hugged me so tight I though my head was gonna pop off. I looked over his shoulder to see Oli looking at us. He had anger written all over his features. Oh, shit.

"Anyways, I have some people I want you to meet." I gave a confused look.

"Oh, who?" He didn't say anything but he gestured for Oli, Jenna and myself to follow him. They were a bit skeptical at first, but ended up following him anyways. He ended up leading us to the main stage where I saw Vic play earlier. Just like earlier, Jenna, Oli, and I were holding hands. Jenna was holding my hand for a whole different reason though. She took my hand in hers to provide comfort if we have another run in with Vic. A best friend can provide the kind of comfort a boyfriend never could.

"Guys, this is Derek. He plays in a band called Mayday parade." Matty introduced us.He looked really familiar. Jenna and Oli waved and I gave a small smile. I couldn't exactly wave with both of them holding my hand. 

"Hi. I'm Oliver, but call me Oli. This is my boyfriend, Kellin and his best friend, Jenna." Derek looked shocked. 

"Kellin.. As in Kellin Quinn?" I suddenly remembered where I seen him. On stage with Vic.

"Oh.. Shit." We both said at the same time.