I bit my lip, sitting there. On the seat next jc. Pretending like my heart wasn't hurting. Pretending like me and Ricky didn't have a past and him making out with her wasn't killing me. I swallowed. Watching this movie was a bad idea. I knew she'd come. I just thought I was over it. Suddenly my eyes filled with tears and I rushed out, not wanting anyone to see my weaknesses. He was my everything. My world. He was a star in the sky, out of all of the stars I could've chosen I choose him. He made a star myself, but then I crashed and burned. The day he told me he loved her was the day my life ended. I played it off cool. Like our 4 years together weren't that big of the deal, I even tried moving on with Kian. But I couldn't. He meant to much to me. The pet names, tattoos, all the o2l events. And then it ended. He was water and I was fire. We were good next to each other, but one day he slipped to close and put me out. And I realized how much he actually meant. The tears were coming in a steady flow now. And I realized I had stopped in front of the girls bathroom, but hadn't gone in. I pushed the door open but I soon heard my name. JC came running, seemingly out of breath. I quickly wiped away the tears and tried to look at him. But nothing worked. He moved on so fast. Why couldn't I.
And that's exactly what I told jc.
He gave me a pep talk. But I didn't hear a word. I finally realized what had been keeping me alive this whole time and that that sliver of hope wasn't true. I thought maybe he would come back. But he wouldn't, not ever. And I needed to except that. Because it was the stone truth.
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Lil sad one there:(
For MissKaitlyn2002 because she wanted an update bad😂💕
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Fanfictiono2l imagines completed November 7th 2016 10:18PM. all good things come to end but they live forever in our hearts. I wrote this when I was much younger, and although I've edited some of it, it's not the best. I'm not gonna tell you not to read it...
