cotton candy (girlxgirl)

Chapter 7

UNEDITED

(kylie's POV) 

Remember when I said nothing could ruin the feeling I felt before I went to sleep?

Well, It's safe to say I was wrong.

Not only was I not woken up by my alarm but I was also thrown out of the bed.

By who you may wonder?

Well, I'm not gonna tell you yet, I will start from the beginning like every other human in the world.

It's five o'clock in the morning...

I was in bed, sleeping away like a baby. Sweet dreams and all that cute shiz....

But suddenly a huge freezing splash of water is thrown over me and someone pushes me off the bed...

Who is this person I question....

Well, After making indescribable sounds, I look up an you know what? 

My fucking father is standing there...With a smirk... If not a smirk, then maybe a glare. Who knows, I was still half asleep. The damn fucker.

So, sitting here, soaked from head to stomach, I growl at him and ask, "What the actually bloody hell?" 

No, let me correct that, I didn't ask, I screamed. Words cut deeper than knives and right now I'm stabbing him.

"Since you aren't my responsibility, not only will you pay rent to live here, but every single thing in this room that I've paid for is being taken out of here. If you fight me, you're out of here."

My jaw drops to the floor and I look at my now soaking clothes and bed.

Anger explodes in my stomach.

"What kind of father are you?!" I shout.

"I'm not your father anymore." He responds. No trace of emotion shows on his face. You cannot hear anything in his voice. I look him straight in his eyes, only to see that they have grown completely empty staring back at me.

My whole body burns now, I don't know whether cry or be angry, but my heart breaks and I suddenly don't have the energy for either.

Something in me has snapped, and all I can feel is the air of the room. It's cold, yet dead. It's too confusing for me to believe. Nothing makes sense right now.

"Oh...Yeah... well, get the fuck out then."

He glared darkly at me, "This is my house, I pay for everything, you will not disrespect me you disgusting faggot lover!" He begins moving towards me, until a soft voice makes him freeze. 

"That's enough" Mom says, in the most broken tone I've never heard.

"Stay out of this sarah, this thing needs to know how the real world works."

"That thing is my daughter! So you will not treat her like this, and you will go inside. Breakfast is ready." 

He pauses and then soon sighs, "Ok....fine."

He leaves the room, burning and suddenly my eyes water.

"What an asshole." 

"Get ready for school baby girl." She smiles down at me knowing that I need time to think. I smile at her and wait for her to leave.

As soon as the door shuts I lean into myself, crumbling before no one, I'm alone... there's no denying that, because my mom won't be able to save me every time. 

I heave, over an over, but the tears wouldn't come out, nothing comes out.

15 minutes later, I'm up and brushing my hair. Completely dressed and ready.