Confessions of a Grunge Goddess

:: Chapter 3::

{Chersanto's POV}

'So, let me get this straight you color your hair every single month?!.' i asked. From what i could tell she was a great friend. She is so funny and smart. I don't really understand why she is so shy.

'Yep' she said while nodding her head and smiling, still not making eye contact with me. I want her to be able to trust me and open up to me. I guess i will keep trying.

'Essence why are you so quiet. I mean your smart, Cool, funny, original i mean the list could go on and on' i told her. I know i have only gotten the chance to talk to her for an hour long bus ride, but i could tell that she was truly a good person i wanted to get to know better.

The bus stopped and we were at Idependenpence High School.

{Essence's POV}

'I-it's just i...i' i took a deep breath. How do i explain this to him. How do you just come out and say ' I have no friends. live in an abusive home, and im bullied on a daily bases' for me it just doesn't work out like that. I was happy when my other half inturrupted.

"i know you ain't messin' with my sister. Like i don't know you but i will F*ck you up. I will cut your as-' I had to interupt.

' Cat eyes it's ok .' She didn't understand that he wasn't picking on me.'

'No, no. It ain't ok this b*tch is making fun of you. I will fight a nigg-'

'Cat' i tried.

"i have been to jail before'

'CAT!' i yelled. I then gasped at my actions.

'You... yelled.' cat said while her eyes stayed the size of a full moon.

'im s-sorry i was just... i' I was then attacked by a Mexican girl with bleached pink hair. I guess she had bleached out the color a bit since i last seen her on Friday [its Monday].

' OMG Chica you are finally opening up. YASSS!' I jumped at her loudness. [This is why we are so close. She is the opposite of me. Loud, out-going , fun. Heck she even has a boyfriend. She dresses like me sometimes, but its a little different,]

'anyway' she turned to Chersanto and continued' Why you messin' with my sister.'

' I'm not' he chuckled' I met her at the bus stop to day and I think she is really cool' he explained.'

'Oh, well if you hurt my baby I WILL hurt you' she said . Chersanto nodded. He looked scared. So I chuckled to myself a bit.

'Sooo, umm Esse are you going to take him to the office or what?' Cat asked while motioning me to give her a response.

'Well I didn't-'

'Have anything else to do. That's great ill let you two go along then.' With that she ran down the hallway before I could say anything.

'Well I guess we should get going so we won't be let' Chersanto said while looking down at me. He is really tall.

I nodded in response, and then we started towards the office.

We are only at the outside of the school and the office is all the way down in D-wing, so we should go before we are late' I said quietly while walking into the door.'

 But I was lying. In the morning we have an hour of free time in the cafeteria because we have to wait for all of the buses to get here. I just got to my first , and best block of the day and that's Reading Language Arts with Mrs. Mullins. I have to avoid the as-hole by going in there in the mornings and at lun-

'WTF, watch were your goi- *turns around* Oh hey its you the stupid bi*ch' oh great it is Celest. She is being extra nice today

 'I-im sorry I wasn't paying attention' I whispered to myself basically

'well next time you should pay more attention' She spat at me and then she knocked my bocks out of my hand sending my papers flying everywhere. Of course in turn the hallway erupted into laughter. Its only the first five minutes of school, and I want to disappear. We are of to a great start -sarcasm intended-.

I bent down to pick  up my now ruined papers when a hand reached down to help me. Chersanto.

I looked up at him and he seemed mad, no he seemed PISSED. I studied his face while picked up my papers glancing at a laughing Celest and her friends. The veins in his neck, arm, and forehead protruded out like they where ready to tear through his skin. I can't believe but his angry face is the sexiest thing ever.

'Look at her; she is so pathetic.' Celest laughed.

I sighed and looked down, she's right.

{Chersanto's POV}

That's it' I mumbled. I can't take it. she is a Bi*ch.

Could you shut-up please. I said making the bi*ch and her minions stop laughing.

Excuse me  how are you.' asked the girl on her right side. She was light skinned and about 5'8 with brown hair and she was very skinny.

It doesn't matter who I am all that matters is that you shut-up and leave Essence alone.' I said getting into her face. Was I going to hit her, no I've never even thought about hitting a girl. I just wanted her to understand my seriousness.

Oh wow I can't believe your wasting  your time with her when you could be with me. Celest said while pulling me away from minion #1.

Eww no thanks. I said backing away from her.' I want a girl that respects her body and doesn't try to give it up to a stranger she just met.' that got me a couple of oo's  out of the small crowd.

She at first looked a bit embraced and then she began chuckling.

Well I hope you not talking about Essence because if she had any kind of respect for her body she wouldn't be cutting herself. It got extremely quiet and I heard Essence Gasp an then run away.

Are you f*cking kidding me. I said to Celest before running after Essence.

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Well I thought I should up date a bit. But when I get my I pad in the next couple weeks, yall are gonna be like 'Here go Jaeda again, she wont stop writing.

Oh and Minion #1 is on the side her name will come up in the next chapter.

Live life

dig deep

have hope

& Creep CREEP! o_0

p.s; don't judge my mistakes. I didn't edit