Will Everything Change? (Camren)

Chapter 11

*Camila's P.O.V.*

Today was the day Fifth Harmony becomes one again. I honestly still feel bad of how Lauren and I left things and I have thought about it a lot, it wasn't fair that I got mad at her for reasons she doesn't even know. I've decided I will talk to her today. I snapped out of my thoughts when I finally saw the girls and the one and only girl I've been thinking of.

"HEY MILA!"They all screamed and attack me with a hug while Lauren respected the space I asked for and just stood there and smiled.

"Guys guys Can't breathe. " I said suffocating from their embrace.

They finally let go and we proceeded amd to go to our bus. I noticed the green eyed girl was alone so I finally built the courage I needed and went to her.

"C-Can we talk Laur?" Damn it I haven't even started yet and I managed to stuttered already.

"Sure." She agreed almost instantly.

"I'm sorry Lauren for the way I acted last time, I guess I was just too heart broken that time and I pour it out on you plus you not talking to me for days kind of hurts." I explained.

Her jaw tightened and started speaking, "I'm sorry too Camz I didn't mean to not talk to you I was just.. too caught up with Keana and Lucy" her facial expression softened almost instantly.

This time it was my turn to get pissed off and I tried hiding it but I know I couldn't.

"it's fine Lauren I understand that they're more important than me." I faked a smile.

"W-what? No I didn't mean it like that I just.. I thought you were also busy with someone else Camz that's why I didn't want to bother you." She tried explaining.

This time I was already far from being relaxed, Oh please! -- I hissed -- Lauren I know you know I wasn't okay, and the fact that you weren't there Lauren hurts so bad just for you to hang out with your new girlfriend, "Keana", Dinah and Mani noticed, Even Ally noticed how I was feeling and we both know Ally doesn't go on twitter that much." I said with so much anger and pain I've been feeling lately.

"Bullshit Camila -- she hissed back -- we both know Keana is not my girlfriend plus Camila my life doesn't revolve around you so stop acting like I should act like your girlfriend and always be there for you." She said with so much anger but I noticed how her eyes widened and she covered her mouth. " Ca-- I cut her off almost immediately.

"Fuck you Lauren. You're my fucking best friend I guess that's not enough for you to even be there for me." I shouted at her and I stood up and started to walk away.

I was about to leave but I felt a hand grip my arm tightly -- "Camila wait I didn't mean to say that." She tried to reason out.

" Zip it Lauren. Don't worry, we all make mistakes, I'm just not ready to forgive this one so please don't come near me Lauren unless we're forced to. " I faked a smile and I let myself off her grip.

"Camz no! Can we please talk about this." She cried out.

I was close to crying and even try listening to her but I took a deep breath and said, "We did Lauren and you were right that night we also talked in your room, I don't have time for this shit so goodbye Lauren." I faked a smile, and that was it that was the last string that made me sob and I just headed for my bunk, I tangled myself in the sheets and just cried against my pillows. I didn't know falling in love with someone can hurt this bad.

*Lauren's P.O.V.*

I missed Camila so bad, I missed her cuddles, I missed everything about her but I had to respect her wishes and give her space that she wanted.

I was on tumblr until I heard an all too familiar voice speak, "C-Can we talk Laur?" She stuttered.

Realizing it was the voice of the girl I've been missing I replied almost instantly, "Sure."

"I'm sorry Lauren for the way I acted last time I guess I was just too heart broken the last time and pour it out on you -- I felt anger and jealousy flow through my body -- plus you not talking to me for days kind of hurts." Hearing how us not talking affected her made me feel guilt.

"I'm sorry too Camz I didn't mean to not talk to you I was just.. too caught up with Keana and Lucy" I lied.

I noticed Camila's jaw tightened, " it's fine Lauren I understand that they're more important than me." She smiled but it's so obvious that she was faking it.

"W-what? No I didn't mean it like that I just.. I thought you were also busy with someone else Camz that's why I didn't want to bother you." I explained.

"Oh please! -- she hissed -- Lauren I know you know I wasn't okay, and the fact that you weren't there Lauren hurts so bad just for you to hang out with your new girlfriend, "Keana", Dinah and Mani noticed, Even Ally noticed how I was feeling and we both know Ally doesn't go on twitter that much." She said with so much anger.

"Bullshit Camila -- she hissed back -- we both know Keana is not my girlfriend plus Camila my life doesn't revolve around you so stop acting like I should act like your girlfriend and always be there for you." I said with so much anger. My eyes widened when I realized what I've said and I covered her mouth. " Ca-- She cuts me off almost immediately.

"Fuck you Lauren. You're my fucking best friend I guess that's not enough for you to even be there for me." She shouted at me and She stood up and started to walk away but I grabbed her wrist "Camila wait I didn't mean to say that." I tried to reason out.

" Zip it Lauren. Don't worry, we all make mistakes, I'm just not ready to forgive this one so please don't come near me Lauren unless we're forced to. " She faked a smile while she got off my grip.

"Camz no! Can we please talk about this." I cried out.

"We did Lauren and you were right that night we also talked in your room, I don't have time for this shit so goodbye Lauren." She faked a smile, and that was it she walked to her bunk and I was left there and I started crying and sobbing.

Why the fuck did I have to be so stupid? I shouldn't have said that how will I fix this now.

"Hey Laur." I heard the three girls speak.

"Hey guys." I sniffed.

"We heard what happened and please let me remind you not to be stupid and say shit like that huh?" Inah tried joking.

"I know, D I know now please go and check on her please." I told them.

"Okay Laur, you'll figure it out soon." Ally said.

"I hope too Al. I sure fucking hope so." I said and I felt my arm receiving a slap.

"Oww Ally!-- I hissed-- "Still No cursing Jauregui!" She said.

"Love you too Als." I smiled.

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