Will Everything Change? (Camren)

Chapter 18

*Lauren's P.O.V.*

"Well I uhmmm--- I was jealous. " She said looking down at the floor.

I lifted her chin up, " Mila why were you jealous? " I asked her with sincerity.

"Because you took a phone call when we were supposed to be hanging out." She said and diverted her eyes from me.

"Camz, we both know that's not the only reason why.." I said.

"Yes it is." She spat.

"Camila stop. I know you and you don't cry and run away like that just because I took a damn phone call." I replied and tried as much as I can to stay calm.

"What do you want me to say Lauren?!" She screamed and I flinched.

"Why does it even matter to you if I'm mad or not?" This time she stood up with her arms crossed infront of her waist.

"Camila it does matter to me because you matter to me okay? And don't get mad at me because you wanted to talk Camila so stop bitching at me!" I was starting to get pissed off at her attitude.

"What do you want me to say Lauren? Huh? What do you want?" She said as her eyes started to water.

"I want you to tell me the truth. Why were you jealous? Why did you ran away?" I said looking at her eyes.

"I'm telling the truth Lauren!" She screamed.

"You're not Camila don't you dare lie to me!" I screamed back at her.

"What do you want me to say huh? That I was jealous because you said I love you to Keana? That when we had our break you barely talked to me because you were so fucking busy getting it on with her? That I ran away because the minute I heard you say those three words to her, I felt as if my heart was starting to break? That I am fucking madly and deeply in love with you.. is that what you want to hear Lauren?" This time she broke down and started to sob.

I was shocked at her sudden confession, "Only if it's true.." I walked towards her. I grabbed her face and wiped her tears.

"That's because it is Lauren it is true and I know you don't feel the same that's why I've been avoiding you." She said pulling herself away from me.

"Camila I--" she cutted me off.

"Lauren, don't I don't need your pity party. I don't need you to tell me that you don't feel the same out loud because I already know it and hearing it will make it more real. God, I'm so stupid right now I've jeopardized our friendship and I'm so sorry. I just I can't help it Lauren. The first time I met you I was like who is this girl, and then and there I fell in love with you. When you didn't talk to me that break like you used to I felt like I was losing you. I felt like my world was crumbling down, cheesy as it may sound it's true. I'd spend nights crying and thinking what I've done wrong but I didn't do anything wrong, you just found someone else." She started to sob even more. Fuck I think I messed up I let her feel this way.

I grabbed her and just hugged her tight as if I wasn't letting her go and I won't, not this time.

"Karla Camila Cabello Estrabao, will you laugh at me if I told you I'm madly in love with you too? " I said pulling away from her and lifting her face so she'd meet my eyes. Her eyes widened and her mouth was hung open.

"No way you're not. You're kidding. You have Keana you wouldn't love me. She's prettier and she is better than me." She said.

"Hey don't you dare say that. Don't you every say that you are the most beautiful person in the world for me Camila and no matter who it is I'd still choose you baby." I said caressing her cheeks.

"So you're in love with me too? I mean is this real? Or is this some kind of prank you set up?" She said.

"Of course it's real and I am utterly in love with you Camila. I've always have, the first time I saw you was the first time my stomach have had butterflies that I've never had before. You made me feel love that I've only dreamt of Camz." I said looking deeply in her eyes.

"Then why did and Keana keep hanging out? And why'd you say I love you to her?" She said with pain still visible in her voice.

"It's funny because what Keana and I talk about is you. All we talk about is how I feel about you and just you. And that I love you wasn't for her that was for Taylor, Keana was with Taylor that's why, and even if I did tell her that I still love you and only you no one else." I gave her a smile.

"Really?" Her face lit up.

"Yes really. " I said to her.

"Btw I saw this video where you were talking to me while I was sleeping. " She said in a low voice as she placed her hand on my neck .

"Yeah and I'm assuming that was from Dinah wasn't it?" I chuckled.

"Yeah it is." She giggles.

"Remind me to punish Dinah for that." I told her as I settled my hands on her waist.

"No babe it's alright it was cute." She smirked as I blushed.

"Yeah?" I said looking into her eyes.

"Mhm. And do you remember what you last told me?" She said.

"I said I'll do everything to get you back Camila, I promise you that. I love you so much to give up." I smiled.

"I'm impressed baby you got what you promised to work for." She said almost seductively.

"Oh is that so well-- " I was cut off again by the lovely girl in my arms.

"Oh just kiss me Jauregui." She growled.

"If that's what my princess wants." I said before leaning to meet her lips.

Once our lips touched I felt the butterflies and fireworks just erupting everywhere. It felt like my chest is burning as I can hear my heart beat. What are you doing to me Cabello?

Once air was an issue we both pulled away as we put our foreheads together.

"I love you Lauren Michelle."

"I love you too Karla Camila."

We we're having our moment until ---

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NOT EDITED SO SORRY IF THERE'S SOME WRONG GRAMMAR OR SOMETHING IN THERE.