Ilenia pov's
Why do I always have to fight to have it all?It's been two months since I write to Jennifer,it seems to ignore me...God. I have to talk to Erika. I look for.
"I need to talk . Here everything is wrong,I want die."
Erika don't answer,she should be dancing,shit.
It's Better go take a shower , I thought, walking towards the bathroom.
Erika Pov's
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just got out of the dance.
I look at the phone and on top of the posts there to Ilene . Shit ... sooner or later, this girl commits suicide,she's to limit.
I want to be near her and the fact that I can not help she makes me sick.
And now,what I say to her?
"Stay strong" "you do not make you take off the smile from anyone". This not called support,but I'm not there.
Obly thing that I can do it's stay "near" her.
I get home. The keys.. <<Shit!>>. I had the keys to the house and there was no one.
Meantime that I attends my mum,I call Ilenia.
I try to make her laugh.
They tell me that I have a gift , to make us forget , for a moment , all the problems of life . I hope to succeed with her.
We talk at phone for hours,it's incredible!
I have to find a way to make her feel really good . For once , he deserves.
Ilenia Pov's
After talking to Erika I feel better.
Was the 10:35 p.m. and I was sleepy. So, I gave good night at all and I went to sleep I am thinking about everything I had talked to Erika, I wanted to say at Jennifer those words but I could not. And if I could , I could only do it in my dreams . So I turned around and I fell sleep.
STAI LEGGENDO
My strength ? you.
Teen Fiction"What is fate? It's nothing I have to decide for me , who gives a fuck of fate , I want to see it all she cost I need to embrace her . I will see her ." This story is dedicate to Jennifer Lopez
