My strength ? you.

• chapter 4 •

Pov's Ilenia

20 Days later

I'm at the airport with Erika we are embarking , this is insane ! I told my parents that I would have stayed at my aunt , and my aunt was sleeping one week by Erika , when this is over, I will be really in the shit but it's worth it. <<<< The flight to las vegas is starting please accomodari >> says the chick who wore the uniform commonly called the hostess , I look erika << you ready? >> I say anxious .<< Only if you are too >> she says smiling at me.
I was to say the least impressed by all this, I pulled erika plane .
<< Ile ! Wake we arrive >> shakes me .
I think I slept .. << arrive ? >> I say yawning << Will let you have the time to prepare and then we have to go to the show ! Daii ! >> He says, laughing and pulling out of the plane . Just arrived at the hotel we wash and then we go to the show . Erika me and we screamed like two crazy it was all beautiful, especially Jennifer , she has been nothing short of fantastic , we head towards the exit << Erikaaa want to do a photo to sky ! >> I said, running toward the sidewalk
<< But it's late ! >> She says selling from me
<< But a minute ! >> I said, turning to the erika
<< Erika .. >>
<< Tell me ? >>
<<Erika !!>>
<< What the fuck you want! >>
<< ERIKA IS JENNIFER ! >>
<< WHAT? >> Erika screams
<< Shut shh ! We go to her >>
<< But you're stoned ? >> She looks bad << Those they kill us as soon as we get closer to her >> continue .
<< I am stoned >> I say, and I go to Jennifer but I stop at 1 meter away . Jennifer looks into my eyes makes me sign it with his head . I walk over to her little << H..h..Hello Jennifer .. >> stammer .
She keeps staring me in the eye
<< I am ilenia , and >> jennifer interrupts me
<< All right honey? >>
He approaches me .
<< Yes, of course >>
I smile , but I think that this smile is more false than anything, I turn to Erika <<Look me>> says Jenn .
No, I can not. How can I do? Christ , how do I lie to her ? I can not look at her.
<< Meet a friend of mine ... >> I try to get out of the situation , but in vain . << First look at me, and tell me you're fine , really >>
Jennifer continues to approach , look at me , do not look away . It is as if to see through me , but I do not know if agrees .
<< I ... I'm fine , it is obvious >> I continue to look down , I pluck my eyes , I continue to hide the hell inside me . His gaze on me and that I will now knows everything . She looks at me as if she knew me for a lifetime.
<< It does not appear , and you're not looking at me baby , I tell you , all right? >>
She hugs me . Fuck no . Not good .
<< No Jennifer >>
I cry . I cry as I've never done before .
<<I'm tired>>
For the first time I say those words to the person who saves me every day .
Jennifer holds me << Whatever you're tired , you're here with me , and no one will make you suffer >>
He caresses her hair , and I shake the strongest , still crying .
<< Small enough, enough crying , no one deserves your tears , right? Do you understand Ilenia ? Enough, I'm there now >> . At these words I felt fine , but really . My idol , my anchor .. she just said that there is , he does not want me to cry ... I do not want to see me like this, no . Not now. I hold stronger , knowing that probably would not be more successful , never. I look at her one last time and I run away.

Pov's Jennifer

I did not know that girl , however , his eyes told a story and I want to know how . I saw her friend to go to her.
Ilene needed to blow off steam by itself , would not hold two people morally , stopped her friend . << He needed to be alone , after we will try together? Ok >> watched her.
<<but..no>> she said . << You , he needs to be alone , meanwhile, what's your name ?>> I look at
<<I'm Erika>> said she
<< You were at the show in the front row right? I felt scream smiles >>
<< Really? ! >> Exclaimed happily
<< Will certainly treasure , I also heard that you wanted to hug me , now it's your turn>>I said I said laughing and embracing her. Erika smiled back and laid silent << You and Ilenia are friends ? >> Wonder
<< For me is a sister , in fact we are going to look for it? >> She said
<< We go>> I taken Erika by the hand and we went by car .