The Love I Have

The shocker

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Hi the writer here!
To all my American an African American readers an future readers ,it has been brought to my attention that most of you can't understand my writing style ....... An it due to the fact that I am a Bahamian writer. I intend to write the way that I speak. Some people say that my story line is good but my writing style needs more work , an I intend to do just that because I have a really great story in my head an I can't just leave it there. The story is going to get more an more interesting as it goes on I promise you all that.
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Chapter 4

As I walked in through the front door, I immediately flip the light switch drop my keys on the table an throw my helpless body on the sofa.
"Thank God .... I am home at last, I never knew how big Mia's living room was." Kevin joined me an stated after letting out a heavy breathe," I never knew that, that plane ride was so long!" We both just sat there for several minutes. Trying to regain our energy.

Kevin reached for my hands an turned me in the direction facing him. He then said with a big smile on his face followed by a kiss on both hands. "My love I have such great news and I couldn't wait any longer to tell you." I straighten my posture an look him deep in the eye an respond," Well what's is are we going to Paris!" I bounce round like a hopeful five year old. He look at me an started to giggle as if he was three."Noooo!..... Try thinking New York." He said with his goffy looking jazz hands.

"Oh..... New York? I mean its ok an all, but Paris is so much better. There's the Eiffel Tower an the......." I was cut off before I could even finish. He took in a deep breathe an said calmly. "I received a new job offer as partner an..... I cut him off before he could finish. I got up an started shouting out "Honey this is great news really great news. This means more income , more cars , we could now afford that new hottub that I wanted to get an put in our bathroom. Oh my this calls for a celebration." I walked into the kitchen an pulled out a bottle of champaign from the mini bar. When kevin walk in an shouted " Its in New York!!!!"

I came to a halt an turned around. I respond quickly saying " What did you just say? The job is where?" He had sence that I wasn't going to be ok with all of this so he proceed with full caution. "Its in New York Honey. But before you freak out just think about all the benefits, a bigger house , more income, a new start honey. I've even looked at some of the hospitals over there that needs great nurses such as yourself. As the words spill from his mouth I could feel my whole body shutting down. An before I knew it the champaign bottle I was holding suddenly slip out of my grasp, an fell to the floor.

He grab me an asked if I was alright. My eyes started to blink uncomfortable an I looked at his now worried face. I recovered by saying " No no no! We can't move to New York if that's what your asking. We have a house I don't need a bigger one, am ok with the money that you make an we have friends an family over here. We don't know anyone in New York." I wanted to cry but I couldn't let him see me that way, it would break his heart. "But Darling your father lives in New York." He said whiles moving me away from the broken glass on the floor. "Soooo! Because he lives there am suppose to jet off to New York? I don't think so Mr." I mouth off as I walked away from him to the bathroom. He followed me. I stand over the face bowl an looked at my reflection in the mirror. I wanted to cry but he walked in behind me an rub my shoulders. "Look I don't want to argue about this an am to tired to even talk about it anymore. So can we save this for a later date?" I said as I tried my hardest not to cry. He ran his hand through his thick natural hair an said, "Sure love ..... I mean I don't want to upset you anymore than I already have." I turned to him an respond," Thanks.... Am going to take a much needed bobble bath to try calm my nerves." He agreed by simply nodding his head. "You go do that whiles I clean up the mess you made in the kitchen." He said before kissing me on the forehead an leaving in silence.

TO BE CONTINUED........

Later that night we layed in each other arms. Still haven't said a word since our last conversation. Kevin broke the silence by saying," Look sweetheart I have a whole year to think about the offer. So you could just think about it there is no rush. At the end of the day all I want is to be with you, weather its here or anywhere. You mean more to me than any job offer." I looked up at him an stare into his beautiful brown eyes. I was lost with words unable to reply. He pull me towards him an I was lost in his kiss. When he had stop all I heard from him was," I love you Littia ..... You mean the world to me." I respond with a smile on my face " I love you to kevin." He kiss me on the forehead. I rest my head on his chest an thought to myself ..... Am I being selfish? I love my husband an I know he's been working very hard for this. I didn't mean to act the way I did, its just that all of that just came off as a ...... A SHOCKER.