light weight ; c.c & h.s

Hi? Part 2

hi, ive been out for a while and that is because im so freaking busy, with honors stuff, and trying to get ready for highschools wraft, but just know that i love you all and tell me what ya think!!

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Niall's question didn't startle me, well in fact it did. I was very silent for a bit, but I mean Esme and Amela was my friends I mean I could say them right? Should I mention my dead friend, who i still haven't mourned over just yet

"Yeah, Esme and Amela!"

"Oh, haha Camilla i was joking, but since you answered, why don't you introduce us to the lovely ladies" he smirked, and continue to laugh. In order to fit in with the mood, I laughed as well. Since he brought up the word friend, i couldn't rest my sharpness of ease.  Harry began to notice, so i tried to become more relaxed but each word began to tense me up. 

"You ok?" Harry whispered close to ear, chills ran down my spine as I turned around quickly, nodding in response. I hate to start the lying especially since we just met, but I mean I couldn't let him know my abnormal feelings that was mixed with pain, sorrow, nervousness, and anxiety, was tearing me up right now. I honestly needed to leave, like right now. I bet you re thinking i would never pass up time with the boys like that, but this was different, i needed to leave or else ill have panic attack and end up puking all over my idols.

"Hey guys, I think me and Camila are gonna go" he said slowly as he began to pry into my facial expressions.

The boys were confused but they said their goodbyes in order to comfort me. Could they tell i was freaking out to? Was I that obvious? I guess all the sweat drops represented the feeling i was feeling. Then it hit me Why the hell was harry so suspicious on the phone earlier. Then it slowly became another worry to me. God, I worry too much. Tears overwhelmed my eyes as we began to exit the boys suite. We had a long way back to mine, and I'm pretty sure harry was gonna flood me with several questions, I'm praying right now this walk would be as non awkward as possible.

For a bit, nothing but his breath was heard, and oddly i liked that, it eased me.

From a mile away I noticed something, something tall and muscular, something dominant and fearless, something judging and protective....My father.