More Than This

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Zayn's P.O.V

I walk to my music room. I almost never went in there because i really sucked at playing the instruments in there. I near the piano and attempt playing some chords. Thoughts of Allison flooded my mind. I grab my notebook and started writing lyrics that popped into my head.

"I'm broken, do you hear me, i'm blinded, but you are everything i see". I sing letting my music take over.

"I'm dancing, alone, i'm praying, that your heart will just turn around. And as i walk up to your door, my head turns the floor cause i can't look you in the eyes and say". I stop taking a brief moment to think of what i wanted to say to Allison at this moment.

"When he opens his arms and holds you close tonight, it just won't feel right, cause i can love you more than this yeah, when he lays you down i might just die inside, it just won't feel right cause i can love you more than this, can love you more than this". I sing quickly writing down the lyrics.

"Z-Zayn"? A voice ask. I turn around and see Lily.

"Oh um hey". I say scrambling to my feet and stepping away from the piano.

"You were just singing"! She states the obvious.

"It's no big deal". I roll my eyes.

"NO BIG DEAL!?! THAT WAS AMAZING SINCE WHEN DO YOU SING"? She ask.

"It's just a hobbie". I groan.

"ZAYN FOR GODSAKE GO TO THE X-FACTOR"!! She squealed.

"Lily chill". I laugh.

"I DO NOT KNOW THE MEANING OF CHILL SO I SHALL NOT DO IT"! She announced.

"So... why'd you, come and how'd you get in"? I ask curiously.

"You left the door open retard and i came to apologize for slapping you". She explained.

"It's okay just never do it again unless you wanna push your luck and Niall won't always be there so you won't have the luck of the Irish". I laugh. She smiled and i could just see she was thinking of Niall.

"Do you uh fancy Niall"? I ask nervously.

"Erm to be honest i do". She admits.

"Ugh seriously i'm losing both of you"! I groan. I had lost Allison and now i was losing my little sister.

"Zayn i know you care about us but we have to grow up at some point". She says rubbing my shoulders soothingly. It was true. They had to grow up at some point but i just didn't want that day to come.

"I love you Lily you know that right"? I ask pulling her into my arms and kissing her forhead.

"You only tell me everyday so yeah". She laughs.

"I love you too Zayn". She says wrapping her arms around me.

"I still don't approve of you dating". I grumble.

"Oh get over it, it's not like he fancies me". She rolled her eyes.

"If he doesn't, it's his loss". I assure her.

"Thanks Zayn oh i also wanted to tell you something". She adds.

"What is it"? I ask scared.

"Uh Mack and Liam, are gonna go on a date later on today, Allison and Niall set them up". She explains. Oh no not Mackenzie too! I approved of Liam he was a nice guy but i didn't wanna lose Mackenzie too.

"PLEASE JUST KILL ME NOW"! I laugh. I was literally losing everyone.

"Zayn, you know that song you were singing"? She asked.

"Uh yeah". I sigh.

"It's about Allison, isn't it". She smiled. I couldn't lie to her.

"Yeah it is". I admit.

"You should sing it for her". She suggested.

"Hmm maybe". I laugh.

"Well i gotta go bro, and word of advice, don't go on Facebook you're gonna regret it". She warned running out of my music room all the way to her car and driving off. I was curious. I login to my Facebook and see 'OMG TAYLOR LAUTNER IS SO HOT!!

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