Flashbacks

Chapter Two.

July, 26th

My alarm went off and I opened my eyes slightly. Annoyed, I looked at the clock hung on the wall; it was 1:00 PM. I usually wake up around 10:00 AM; my mood is always good at this time; so I start my fresh new day happily. Regardless of the time i woke up in, it wasn't the only thing that ruined my mood. I never forgot that later today, I have to meet, talk and compliment Allison as if I never saw her before.

Whatever I thought as the hardest thing to do, this was much harder. How do you feel when you have to laugh at the most person you hate, your enemy's face? Plus, I was the kind of person who barely forgives and never forgets. And in Allison's case, forgiveness was never an option, she didn't even ask for it. Allison and I know each other more than we know ourselves. So, we both know well that none of us forgot our troubled past. Aside from all the hate, I wanted to see her, not out of friendship or anything. I wanted to know how is she doing without me, without anyone to be there for her to let her ruin his live and without 'us'; the rest of the group. I wanted to know as well how in hell that scumbag became so famous. A model?

All I can remember is how Allison wanted to be a weather reporter and I wanted to be a fashion designer's private model. Well, at least when I thought of being a show Presenter i wasn't thinking of Allison, I was nothing near competition. Okay who am I kidding? I wanted to make her feel jealous, very jealous. I was a kid back at college and I wasn't thinking straight. But so did she. I am sure she worked in this career for the very same reasons as mine. Well, we are no different from each other. She is just more of a bitch. A back stabbing fake one. I decided to push away my thoughts. Two more seconds and I was going to imagine Allison being stabbed after being shot with all different kinds of revolvers world-wide.

I slowly got up and noticed that my boyfriend wasn't in the apartment. He left to go to his Photography Studio for work, it was all written on a note on the bathroom door. Out of all people in the world, Conner was the only one who left his notes on a bathroom door, I guess. On the note, He wished me good-luck. He knew that I hate that I had to meet and interview Allison tonight. He knows how much I hate her, he actually witnessed it all, what happened back then. I entered the bathroom and locked the door. I striped from my clothes and had a long nice bubbly bath, it always relaxes me. When I was done, I dried my wet body and hair and went to get into my PJ's. I decided on choosing what to wear today and have my hair and make-up done already, as not to have a time crisis.

I went through my big closet and picked a black blazer with a beige short-strapless dress underneath. For accessories, I decided on wearing my long necklace, small diamond earrings and I decided to hold a simple black clutch, although i hated them, They weren't helpful and as the shape of a bag and also wasn't needed as a purse. But i had no choice; it looked perfect with my outfit. I got out of my closet and closed the doors holding my outfit and accessories with one hand and closing the door with the other. It was then as I was heating the Straightening Iron and starting to straighten my hair, my stomach groaned giving me a sign to eat something. Then I realized i haven't eaten since yesterday's lunch. I went downstairs looked at my right hand, noticing the straightener in my hand. God I always forget small things. I was too lazy to get back up so I just put it on the nearest table. I then went straight to the kitchen and made myself a large bowl of cereal. Then I found out that the cereal was gone, so I supposed Conner finished it and forgot to tell me. Oh Conner, he knows how much I hate knowing something at the last minute. I warned him a couple of times before to inform me when something was about to finish, to by another quickly as not to be in this bad position now.

 Irritated, I went and made myself a cheddar toast with lettuce and mayonnaise. As soon as I finished I washed my hands and my mouth and went upstairs to continue straightening my hair.