When In Doubt (urban) *slow updates*

Aint Too Hard

I ain't too hard to tell you how I feel
When you tat my name on, it make me know it's real
I ain't too hard to tell you how I feel
What you say you don't do, girl you know I will
I'm just the realest that you done met
I'm just the realest that you done

Jakaiya POV

I walked into the restaurant and it was lightly populated it smelled really good too I looked around to find D.C. I found him at the table he looked up from his phone and smiled at me he got up set his phone down unlocked and walked to greet me "hey beautiful " he said I smiled at him "hey handsome " I said looking him up and down he looked really handsome he had on a black Jordan shirt black biker jeans and some black and red Jordan's he had on a MCM belt and his pants were hanging off him slightly you could see a little bit of his print form the front.

"Pull yo pants up some " I said with a stink face he chuckled a little " what you don't want nobody seeing yo property?" He said I smirked I rolled my eyes and smacked my lips "nope I don't so pull em up " I said tugging at the belt loop he smiled he pulled my chair out for me and I sat down then he sat down next to me our waiter came over and I ordered me a Long Island ice tea and he got Hennessy on the rocks for some reason like he a thug

I was looking over the menu making up my mind about how many boneless wings I wanted I looked up from the menu and see him looking at me he had this look on his face I couldn't tell what it was " what ? do I have something on my face ?" I asked he just gave me a cute smile " nothing I'm just so so happy to be here with you and I got some stuff I wanna tell you " he said it made me smile but I felt a little sad at the end lately news hasn't been great for me but I smiled " okay Daniel " I say and then the waiter comes and he takes our order In about 30 minutes our food is brought to us and we were smashing then we finished our food and drinks and man I was a little tipsy

I looked over at Daniel he was texting on his phone but not hiding it like he usually does I guess he doesn't care he must have felt better " look I want you and I wanna be with you ion want no other bitches and I wanna get married and have a family and all that " he says as he looks up at me my jaw falls open I didn't know he wanted all this I sighed " look Daniel I love you so much too but I just got out of a relationship and I'm not ready to get back in another one and how do I know I can trust you and you won't hurt me or do me like you did all those years ago you said these almost exact things " I say really thinking about it because I do want Daniel but it's too much going on I'm not even ready or sure what I want then I gotta get this divorce from Jonathan and figure all this out

He looked a little saddened by my words " jakiaya I'm not gonna hurt you I'm not going anywhere I was childish then I thought I was protecting you from those people who were after me and I was also running from my feeling about you to I really wish I would have told you I loved you back that night because I do and I did !" He said I almost fell out the chair when he said that " Daniel it's not like I don't wanna be with you I do but I have a lot of stuff to figure out and because I wanna get this Jay stuff figured out and Daniel I really wish you had have said it too maybe I wouldn't be going through this and you would have had all the stuff you asked for " I said and he smiled

We put some money on the table and got in the cars he had somebody pick up my car and he drove us to his house we walked in and sat on the couch we watched a movie I was laying on his chest watching don't breathe " can I still at least get some sex " he said I laughed and smacked his chest " no that would complicate things even further " I say he rolled his eyes I kissed his cheek then he kissed my lips and I kissed him back he pulled me on top of his lap and I straddled his lap we began kissing even deeper I trailed my mouth down his neck and to his Jordan shirt I tugged at the ends and raised up so I could pull it off which I did

Between him his words and these drinks I was feeling a little something I felt him under me he was harder than a rock he pulled my mouth back to his and he started grinding into me I moaned in his mouth and he groaned into mine I kissed his lips a little more before pulling away he had a very lustful look in his eyes he peck me roughly then stood up with me in his arms I let out a little squeak but I could tell we were heading to his bed he pressed my back against the wall and slammed his mouth on to mine I wrapped my legs securely around his waist and he put one hand on my neck and squeezed lightly I moaned from that simple action and as I moaned I felt him grind with it on to my heated core he kissed my lips once more before putting me back on the ground

He pulled me out my little grey jumper I had on and he snatched my underwear off successfully ripping them and he kicked his pants and shoes off he threw me over his shoulder he smacked my butt cheek then kissed it

Momentarily I felt the soft sheets of his bed behind me I felt him on top of me then our lips met he was between my legs kiss me on the face and neck and chest he slowly dragged his tongue down my neck and he sucked on some spots lightly between my shoulder and neck he did it on both sides then he moved to my chest which had me squirming the most I was moaning his name and bucking my hips I felt him right at my entrance he slid lower down my body and started kissing on my thighs I wanted him so bad right now he kissed my heated core but pulled back quickly I gave him a frustrated look " Who owns this ? " he asked in a strange sexy voice that turned me on even more

" you Daniel it's yours take it " I all but moan out I just wanted some of this pressure to be relieved he dove his face right in he was licking and sucking and fingering me till I couldn't feel my legs anymore I had to big orgasms together he was still down there working he came up for air we started kissing again had my hands dug in his shoulder blades kissing him with my legs wrapped around his waist trapping him in I felt him enter me a little I cried out in pain he was so big I dug my fingers in even further he started moving a little my body was still in pain I wasn't use to his size he began moving and if felt good I was moaning he was groaning we were doing this for about five minutes he was really deep in when I felt the fog move from over my Brian I pulled my face from out his neck I pulled back and started pushing on his chest he looked down at me in the eyes

His eyes rolled to the back of his head and I felt him go stiff and he groan he filled me up with all his seed he was trying to stroke through it but I was pushing on his chest " Daniel stop we can't do this and hurry you came inside me I need to shower we can't do this right now " I said struggling he immediately pulled out and he was still coming as he did so and it was semen on my leg and his and a little of his belly he was holding himself groaning more I got up and ran to the bathroom I turned on the hot water not even waiting for it to get so hot I jumped in and began showering and trying to get that stuff outta me I came back into the room without a towel he was wiping himself down and he was changing the sheets I was a little angry with him I told him I didn't want this to happen he walked over to me I smacked his hand away but he pulled me to his chest and kissed me after a while I kiss him back " look I'm sorry I just couldn't help my self and I needed to be inside of you I promise it won't happen again and don't act like you didn't enjoy it " he said then he kissed my forehead and I tossed me on the bed I let out a little chuckle

He got in the bed with me he laid down then I laid my head on his chest and he wrapped his arms around me " I'm serious Daniel I'm not ready to move back to that place with and I'm not sure what I want my mind isn't made up but I do love you and tonight was the best I really missed you " I say then I tuck my face into his neck and place my hand over his heart " yeah I will try and keep myself at bay but now I'm gonna need some nah I'm kidding but I'll wait as long as you need me to and I love you too girl now go to bed but we wouldn't be having this problem if you let me put you out probably " he says I smile into his neck a bit him lightly he pulls me even closer which is not far cause there is no space between us  and I relax and let the darkness take over me and go into the best sleep I've had in the last month since all this stuff has been going on in my life

YEAH I Know ITS BEEN A WHILE SORRY BUT IM UPDATING OFF MY PHONE MY COMPUTER IS DOWN HOPE YOU LIKE READ VOTE SHARE AND SUGGEST SOME STORIES FOR ME TO READ IM OPEN TO ANYTHING DONT BE SCARED