I wanted to die

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The next morning I wake up and do the same exact technique to try not to wake up Andy as I walk into the bathroom. This time, instead of making sure that I didn't cut my veins, I just cut through them. I screamed and I could tell that it woke up Andy. He did the same as yesterday but this time he rushed me to the hospital.

The car ride there was okay until I started to lose a lot of blood and my clothes were soaked. Soon enough my eyes shut and I fainted.

Andy's POV...

When I noticed that she had fainted, I drove faster to the hospital. When I pulled into the parking lot I got out and picked her up out of the passenger side. She was mumbling something but I couldn't make it out. I could see that she was getting very pale. I ran into the hospital with tears running down my face and went straight to the emergency room. They took her in and told me to wait outside the room.

I looked through the window and it looked like they were doing tests on her while plugging everything in. I fell to the ground with my back against the wall and burst out crying more than earlier.

Chelsea's POV

I woke up to see Andy sitting next to my bed with his head down. I reached for him and he looked at me. "Oh my god, baby are you okay?" "I am now that you're here my love." I said with a smile.

I looked at my wrist and saw bandages and a little bit of blood. "When can we go home?" I asked starting to cry. He looked at me, "Hopefully by tonight, IF you promise me that you will never do that again." He said while hugging me. "I promise." I replied.

A couple of hours and tests later, we were on our way home, singing to In The End by his band, Black Veil Brides. When we got home, I went to my room with Andy not that far behind me. When I got up there I changed into my spiderman boy shorts and my BVB T-shirt that is slightly big on me.

We layed down in bed and made out for a little then we cuddled and went to sleep. Sleep is all that I really need after today and food.

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