Chapter 14

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~Two Months later in Scars P.O.V~

"This just in! Terrance Phillip, young police officer in training was found dead after being missing for 2 months ....." I shut off the TV. I hadn't seen Jeff in two months, ever since THAT night.... i missed him.

Ya know how in movies or books, if the person who the main chatacter likes is gone or she/he hasnt seen them in a long time; they think 'they left because they hate me, they could never love me!'

Well first thing i thought was, 'maybe he loves me, yet is afraid of love so hes avoiding me, yet he hates it.' Still kinda do, but finally i'm beginning to douubt it ......i hate my life

I've been deppresed these last few weeks, so lonely..... maybe its time to end it, like, officially. No moore chickening out, just kill....myself that is.

Blinded by tears I run out the door and into the gloomy, rainy night. I fall to the ground constantly leaving me bloody and bruised. I try to think of all the terrible things in my life, so much runs through my mind. Then I try go think about the people who love me and would hate to know i have died, nothing pops up into my mind. Until i think of Jeff. He said he was falling for me.....no way. Hes a killer, he cant love!

I stumble over my own bare, trampled feet and fall over my wrist. Instantly hearing a snap. I open my eyes and look at the damage done. Oh, nothing much! Just my bone sticking out of my own wrist and slicing my whole forearm, all the while cutting my vains and now blood is squirting everywhere. I'll just walk it off.

I get up and keep running, the blood loss may soon kill me. But i am in public so, someone would find me and take me to hospital. Ugh.

Any other night, i would love this weather. I run down the path and finally hear the sound of a car, not just any car, but a truckk!

I instantly wait for them a bit as soon as they pass the round about, i'll jump infront if the vehicle. I couldn't help but laugh, and be happy. My terrible life was finally going to end, and all I had to do was run two steps and stand there.

The truck finally turns the round about, seconds later I sprint out on the road. The truck driver trys to stop, but its too late. I close my eyes, awaiting the crash. But it dosent come. Instead I feel a heavy weight push me from my side and not my front. Wtf?

I look up to see bright, peircing light crystal blue eyes. Speaking of peircings, he has snake bites, a whitish-blue colour. His skin was pale, no where near as pale as Jeffs; but still pretty pale.

The last thing I hear is an "Oh my God!" From the boy who 'saved' my life as his eyes wonder to the gash on my forarm.....

♥~~~~~♥

I wake up, sweating, with my breath short as if i have ran a kilometre or something. I look around me, i'm in a white room hooked to a weird machine beeping every 2 seconds. Is that a heart moniter?....and is that connected to my heart?! But why?! I'm in a hospital! What happened?

Suddenly i hear shifting and a yawn, from something next to me. My head whips around to see whos there. I see a boy with black hair, kinda longish and two whitish blue snakebites. His eyes flutter open to peircing light blue eyes. Suddenly, i remember everything......

"H-hi..." He stutters.

"Hell....Hello...." I stutter with him.

"I'm, eerrr, I'm Tyler. Tyler Smith" He smiles, flashing pearly white teeth. (Shutup I SUUUCK at last name making!)

I giggle and say. "Scarlett. Scarlett Tyler."

He laughs and asks if he may call me Scar.

"Yeah, thats fine." I reply.

An awkward silence surronds us, and just as I'm about to say something, I'm inturrupted by Tyler. "Why did you do it?" He asks.

I know damn well what he's talking about, but I'm trying to stall. "Do what?"

"Try to take your life away...." He replys.

I bite my bottom lip. How do i explain? Oh yeah!

My parents tortured and abused me, along with my dad raping me and i ended up killing them while laughing and was sent to ab asylum for 5 years because no one believed what I told them, i was finally released, only to meet a killer, who almost killed me, then slowly began falling for, i was raped again and these past two months ive been deppresed because im NOT pregnent and I havent seen My killer and its starting to make me deppresed... oh! AND I am responcible for another death after already being the cause of another one!

That is what I want to say... in stead I do my fake smile i have perfected and say. "It's a long, personal story."

He nods, i notice he's wearing a jumper, wth? Its like 28º?!

"Hey, ummm, why are you wearing a jumper? Its like, so hot!" I ask.

His eyes widen and he stutters, "Oh! U-umm its really, and i mean reallly, c-c-cold in here! Dontchya think?? Uh, hehe... "

I stare at him, not pitifully, most dony want pity. Cutting serious, poor thing. Ive cut before, well MY parents cut ME ..... So i give him an annoyed look and reply with. "Yeah....I know for a FACT your not stuttering because of this apparent 'coldness' your feeling, its because your scared of someone finding out.....And they have."

He stares at me, eyes glossy, threatening for tears to spill. Yet he's speechless, he's beeen caught out. Once he can find his voice, he says. "P-please....don't.....don't tell anyone!"

"Don't worry. I'm no snitch." I joke. He lightly smiles. "But why?" I ask, serious again.

He bites his lip and says, "Its a long, personal story...."

"Hey! Thats my line!" I yell jokingly at him. He grins and we both laugh, feeling young again. Its been so long since ive laughed like this... actually....i dont think i have ever laughed like this.....

A nurse comes in. Wow....shes a kind of 'slutty' nurse who really encourages the steriotype. She has her skirt high than mid thigh and a shirt showing like almost all her chest area and 10 inch heels i swear..... ugh disgusting. She starts telling me I have a visiter....

"Who is it?" I ask.

"Ya boyfriend." She says carelessly snapping her gum.

"Boyfriend?" I ask bewildered.

"Yup, he also wants you out of the room sooooo...." She replys, informing Tyler of my apparent 'boyfriends' words.

The two leave, Tyler reluctantly. Finally my visitor comes in. He has a white hoodie and is looking down....omg....JEFF!

"Oh my god! Jeff!" I smile, my mood lightening. He didnt leave me after all! But my good mood suddenly vanishes as Jeff yells.

"Don't you fucking 'oh my god! Jeff!' Me!" He says mimicking my voice. "Why the fuck did you try to KILL YOURSELF?!"

I wince, uh oh. This is gonna get ugly.....

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