Jeff The Killers Blade

Chapter 18

pain shot through my body as i slowly struggled to lift myself off my bed which oddly seemed so much more comfortable than usual today... I have to go to school. I'm probably going to fail my grade with the way i'm going, so I'm really going to have to pull up my grades and just suck up the pain. But easier said than done. Just as i stood up, i collapsed. It really reminds me of when Jeff had taken me to the cabin in the woods and when Philip was alive and that slutty girl wasn't a big problem.... If only i could go back in time. I can't believe I'm saying this; but things were actually easy back then compared to now.... ugh. I take a moment to get back on my feet and instantly pain shoots up my body, but i carry on, biting my lip so hard it draws blood instantly. Slowly, but succesfuly, i begin to walk towards the bathroom where a well deserved shower is needed. Eventually I make it to the door and I look in the big mirror implanted to the wall inside. I need to re-dye my hair, the roots are showing. A smile lights up on my face, remembering Jeff buying me that bottle of hair dye... when i was still scared of him, still in denial of my little crush on him in real life. Slowly and painfully i get my clothes off and hop into the shower and let the hot water numb my body. When suddenly a thought enters my head. I remember reading somewhere that cold water makes you lose weight faster and burn calories, because being that cold, the body must work extra hard to run. Hesitantly, I turn the knob for hot water off and put cold on full blast. For a second... nothing happens. But suddenly freezing liquid pours all over me, and i can't help but let out a yelp of.... Coldness? I stand there life an old statue for about a minute, but eventually, i get a bit more used the icey water as it seems to get better. In mere seconds I find myself moving around like its a normal temperature, washing my hair and shaving my legs and just washing and all that stuff. Haha, to think I'm burning calories all the while doing this!

"I really need to this more often..." I grimace as I look down at my body. Fat thighs, Fat Stomach, Fat Arms, Fat, Fat, Fat, Fat, Fat!

'You should rreeeaalllyy start working out more. I mean, just look at you! Don't you want to be....'

A long pause filled emerged in my head after the light voices echo.

'Skinny?'

I frown, trying to fight back tears from the relization I'm a hippo.

"Yeah... I really do." My voice cracks emotionally. Wow. I never knew i craved to be so skinny si badly.

'Skinny = Beautiful darlingg!'

The voice lingered in my head, not seeming to intend on leaving anytime soon.

'Boys will flock towards you, the bullying will stop! And you need to do is...'

My eyes widen as she says this... What can i possible do to be so popular and pretty?! Desperate for answers, my voice stutters. "All I n-need to do i-i-is what?!"

For a while, nothing answers back. About to give up hope on this mysterious echo, I sigh, knowing it was too good to be true. Until....

'All you need to do is.... Stop. Eating.'

I gasp. She can't be serious? I'm a human being! I need to eat!

'Your not a human! Your a cold blooded murderer! You are a MONSTER!'

The sweet angelic voice suddenly turns demonic, deep and -quite frakly?- scary. But the sad thing is... She's right. I'm about to talk but the echo cuts me off.

'A fat, chubby monster might I add...'

I can't help it. The tears pour out, knowing, oh so very well, that she is unfortunently right.

'Oh hun... Don't cry, I'm just being honest! I'm here to help Dear. Never again must yoy fear. Because I, Ana!.. is here.'

And with that, she's gone, I can tell, I can feel her mighty presence replaced with my puny pathetic one. I could get used to this Ana.