Anonymous

DEPRESS

My depression has gotten bad
I feel like i can't hold it anymore
I am so tired with everything
I feel so exhausted
I try my best not to effect people around me with my unconditional emotion
But
They always treat me like i am not important
I am so fucking tired
I don't know how much my heart has broken
They say we have to be positive and everything will be okay
But honestly I'm done
Those fake smile doesn't work anymore
Those kindness hurt more
I have hate myself too much to love it back
I feel like giving up on my dreams
I feel like i cant go on with my studies anymore
I am so tired to think about anything anymore.

-i wrote this when i am so fxcking tired with life.