The Hurt of a Family

Little Sister (suicide).

This is basically an edited and re - done version of Suicide. I think this one's better. Feedback, please. :)

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You have made me love you so much,
That I hate you just a little bit.
You've had my heart since the day you were born,
But have no care how you treat it.
I have watched you grow.
I am the one who knows.

Little Sister,
Though womb does not bind us,
(Little Sister)
There is so much blood between us.

You promised to walk this life with me,
And now you walk away?
I've been by you all this time,
And you won't even look my way.

Little Sister,
You can't leave without me
And I'm not ready to go.
And you won't hear me,
I know.
You haven't been hearing me for a while.
But I'll keep trying,
And pray
Someday
It sinks in:

Iloveyouloveyouloveyou.

Little Sister,
You tried to leave me
When I still needed you.
Am I not worth it too?

You let the razor kiss your wrist,
The bottle kiss your lips,
And the pills taste your tongue.

You wrote a suicide note,
as if to romanticize the pain.
As if to make this pretty,
As if to make this okay.
To lost in your own pain,
To notice you're drifting away.

Little Sister;
You've made me love you so much,
That it hurts.
I hate you, a little,
for that.