Finding Myself

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Siya(P.O.V.) I got home with the packages and sat them on the table taking my shoes off and called Jordan downstairs.

"Hey baby" he smiled kissing my forehead.

"Hey, I missed you today so much" I said hugging him.

He pointed to the packages and raised and eyebrow

"Is that the shit he wanted from the vent?" He asked walking towards the table and I nodded behind him as if he could see me.

"Yeah, I don't know what's inside though" I sighed grabbing packaging scissors.

He looked at it and hit it a couple times before grabbing the scissors and opening the package.

My eyes got wide along with jordans as we examined the cocaine on the table.

"My nigga was flipping bricks?" I said scrunching my face in confusion.

Jordan busted out laughing and I looked at him crazy, this shit wasn't funny.

I walked towards the table and Jordan pushed me back "Yo back the fuck up this might not be pure cocaine they could mix that shit with battery acid and shit" he said and I nodded moving back.

I could feel my face get hot and my eyes started tearing up "What did he get himself into? Why did he do this,Why didn't he tell me?" I sobbed

Jordan wiped my tears and kissed my lips lightly.

"Baby it'll be alright" He said

I shook my head and ran upstairs and sat on the bed laying back, this is too much for me to handle.

"Baby, calm down we'll get this handled" Jordan said walking into the room.

"Why was he selling drugs, He could go to jail babe, he could be in trouble" I cried.

"Babe I'm gonna need you to stay calm, I got some nigga's that'll look into this shit, We'll see what your brother got into" He said and I nodded.

This is some bullshit.

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Jordan(P.O.V.) It was noon and this morning I sent Siya off with Candy to go shopping and shit while I figured out what was going on with her brother.

I heard a knock on the door and went over to it and seen my nigga Ace and JQ and let them in dapping them up.

"Wassup nigga" Ace smiled sitting on he couch.

"Nigga alot" I sighed chuckling.

"Shit, I wanna know the scoop. Where nessa at?" JQ asked.

I laughed and sat on the couch.

"Me and her dont fuck with eacother no more, She cheated on me with a nigga I thought was my bro he was taking her on dates and shit that was a few months back though bitch for the birds" I said.

"Damn nigga" Ace said.

"Yeah, I got a new girl now though her name Siya we been with eacother for a little and shit" I said

"Well I'm glad your happy" JQ said.

"Anyways I need a favor, follow me to the kitchen" I said standing up.

They looked at me and followed  me in there and smirked at what they saw.

"So your in the game now?" Ace asked.

"No, so look my girl her brother was gone for a couple months, he called up talking bout get some packages and she went found em and it was this shit" I said.

"What's your girls name again?" JQ asked.

"Siya" I said.

They shared a look and ace nodded "Sanchez?" he asked and I raised my eyebrow and nodded

"You know her?" I asked her.

"We know of her, Her older brother is Keon right" Ace asked.

"Yeah"

"Yeah, we know that nigga everyone on the block looking for him but I'ma find him for you me and him are good friends " JQ said.

"Thanks man, she a mess without em" I said sighing in releif.

"He a good dude, he took care of her like a dad when they pops stepped out he been in the game since like 16 years old I'm suprised she never knew" Ace said.

"Oh wow really, she said that they were struggling" I said growing interested.

JQ kissed his teeth shaking his head "Nah that dude was stupid rich, he probably acted poor to cover himself up he never wanted her around it" He said.

Damn Keon was hiding alot from her.

"Shit nigga might as well have a kingdom, he was running a big underground cartel, he coo with our niggas and we've worked with them, word on the streets is though he got into it with some cuban dudes so he might be hiding from them it wasnt smart that he just left his little sister though, I mean I dont know the full scoop but thats what it looks like." Ace said.

"Alright well just keep me posted" I said,and they nodded.

They called some of there friends over to help collect the drugs and left I don't know what to tell Siya, I dont want her in the middle of this drug lord shit.

A couple hours later Siya came home with shopping bags, and she smiled seeing me.

"Hey baby" she kissed me, she glanced at the table seeing the stuff was gone and looked at me.

"Wassup, how was your day?" I said trying to get her to not even ask about the situation, I don't know if I could tell her about her brother I don't think she's emotionally ready for it.

"What did your friends say about it?" She asked fixing her leggings.

"Oh about the drugs?" I asked shrugging.

She folded her arms and gave me a "nigga duh" look making me slightly chuckle.

"Look they don't know what's going on yet, they gon look at the shit ask around bout it and that's gon be that" I said grabbing her waist and pulling her to me as I seen her face get fixed up to cry.

"I'm just so scared babe,Keon raised me.. He's the only family I got" She cried.

"Its gonna be okay baby, Until we find out what's going on you need to stay strong Siya thats what he would want you to do" I said and she nodded kissing me.

Oh man gahdamn.

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