Finding Myself

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Siya(P.O.V) "hey boy's, three beers , four shots and a bottle of grey goose" I said giving the cutomers I tended to they're drinks

"Aye baby you forgot a tall glass of your fine ass" one of the guys said.

I flirtatiously laughed but mentally gagged at his comment.

"Do you guys need anything else?" I asked.

"Can you get up on that stage a shake that fat ass for a nigga" the same guy said.

I sarcastically chuckled and rolled my eyes

"Sorry hun, not my job" I flipped my hair over my shoulder and picked up my tray.

"Too bad I wouldve made it rain on ya" He smirked.

I nodded and turned around to walk back to the bars and get my other orders.

"Wait baby girl" He said getting up and walking over to me.

I rolled my eyes and turned aroumd with a plastered smile on my face.

"Yes"

"Here since I can't make it rain take this" he handed me a stack of money that looked like maybe $1000

"Thank you" I smiled.

"And uh can I maybe get your number" He smiled.

"Sorry I can't do that while on duty" I said turning around.

He grabbed my arm softly "well when do you get off?"

"Um not sure, I would have to check my schedule" I said walking away.

He was cute but, My baby looks way better. It's been 4 months since working for Jordan and we've been dating for 3 of the 4 months we knew each other, I've decided to finish school online and my brother actually has been gone since he went on that business trip the day I had to leave Kiara and Candy's kick back and its eating me alive day by day since I don't know where he is, I could've lost my brother for good and that means I'll literally have No one.

I walked upstairs to Jordan's office and walked in.

He looked up from the wood he was rolling and smiled at me "Wassup baby?"

"Nothing I'm on break I just wanted to come up and see what you were doing" I said.

"I was finnuh roll out and go chill with tory and come back before you got off and Candy and Don was gonna take charge"

I rolled my eyes when he mentioned his friend, because Tory doesn't like me for some odd reason ever since I met him that day 4 months ago,Melvin on the other hand is cool that's pretty much like Jordan's brother.

"Eww" I laughed

Jordan smacked his lips and got up, "Ion see why y'all don't like each other"

"I don't have nothing against him, he's the one that doesn't like me, But oh well I don't care" I shrugged.

"Aye walk me to the back" He said standing up and grabbing his phone slipping it in his pocket.

I nodded and grabbed his hand and we walked downstairs and out the back to the employee parking lot and over to his range rover.

"Are you coming over tonight?" He asked.

"Yeah I guess" I said while I adjusted my spanks.

"Alright come here and give me a kiss" He smirked grabbing my hips and pulling me towards him.

He bent down while I wrapped my arms around his neck and Kissed him.

"Mmm, I'll see you later" I pulled a way from the deep kiss we were in.

"Aight" he pecked my lips once more.

I felt butterflies in my stomach and blushed hugging him and walked back inside.

Jordan(P.O.V.) I pulled up to Tory's and got out my range walking up to the stairs of his porch.

"Nigga open up!" I yelled knocking on the door.

"Chill yo ass out acting like the motha' fucking law and shit" he shot back opening the door.

I chuckled dapping him and came inside his house going straight to the couch.

"Wassup nigga haven't heard from you in a few days" he said sitting across from me on his other couch.

I got a wood out and lit it, since we was finnuh chop it up.

"Shit, ya know I been coolin'. The club coo and money always great feel me,but I'm worried about siya" I said.

Tory chuckled as he blew out smoke "She's funny, why you fucking with her bro?"

"Nigga what you mean? How is she funny?" I asked, I'm starting to get sick of this tory and siya beef.

"She seems like the last one, she reminds me of a typical hoe"

"But the thing is though is that she's not"

"She's just a fucking groupie like all these other bitches looking for money, she gone take yo shit and leave nigga I'm telling you, same thing with nessa she seemed coo too til she started doing weird shit just cause she don't act thirsty right out don't mean she don't got a hidden agenda."

I rolled my eyes and blew smoke out my nose smacking my lips "you talking out ya ass man, I ain even listening to the shit you saying right now, Nessa was weird from the jump I ignored the signs but the thing is nessa ain't even comparable to Siya so stop bringing her dirt ass up, You ain't even tried once to be coo towards Siya and it's fucked up cause you know I like that girl and you making it difficult to keep my friendship and relationship balanced"

He waved me off "alright, you don't see what I can see right now but you will nigga, don't come over here with ya feelings hurt cause Siya showed her true colors"

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I pulled up to the club seeing siya leaning against the door and on her phone, I hunked the horn making her jump a little but when she seen it was me she walked over to the car getting in.

"There was a fight babe you missed it" she chuckled, buckling her seatbelt.

"Between who? The customers or staff?" I said on my way to my place.

"Customers. It was too girls and all I seen was a drink getting tossed then bam! Those bitches started scrapping " she said.

"Y'all escorted them out" I raised an eyebrow.

"Yeah that New security kenny did" she nodded while putting her hand on my thigh close to my dick.

"What you trynna do" I laughed looking at her and bitting my bottom lip.

"Go to sleep, I'm so tired baby" she whined.

"Just hold on we going home babe " I said

Share,comment,vote. I know its short but its a filler drama will start soon bare with me & if your not already reading my other works go check them out!! "Differences" & "closer (sequel to differences)" they are both good books so yeah.

Xoxo-pam