i swore id never look back

Chapter 2)

Morning came quickly, and for once no nightmare. I didnt resist getting out of bed either. Somehow i just woke up, took the covers off, walked into the bathroom and took a shower. I was surprised but hey once in a while a little cooroperation wont kill me. ....i looked at the clock, cursing under my breath 5:45 hell...school doesnt start for at least a hour...what the friggen hell. My feet were planted, as i couldnt decide whether or not to jump back in bed or throw on a outfit and try and sneak out. Sure sleep was quite enjoyable but hey, if i find a way out of this hellhole...like a secretpassa....woa girl i thought...you sound like your 3. why the heck am i talking to myself. what is up. Who really knows but i ended up putting on my skinnies, a loose top, my fav DC's and and cute bennie hat. The air was freezing and i thought maybe to go back up to my room to get a jacket, but that would be going way past my limit of doing the right thing...plus it would mean going up again which just isnt fun...maybe they should put a railing on the stairs so you could slide downn....i gotta stop thinking to myself....wandering around i stumbled apon the kitchen where i met Helga, isnt that some type of common name for cooks, huh maybe. She made me some chocolate chip pancakes so i figure shes okk. Finally when i finished i stood up "thanks, they were delicous" i murmured stuffed. I got the feeling she doesnt do this for everyone. i looked at my phone 6:15, i had 45 mins left to explore.

Setting off I took a sharp left running into bars. I stared at them surprised, who in their right mind put bars in the middle of the hallway.. oh yea the school. You could see through them but still they hurt. Letting my eyes drift they stopped on a boy, a extremaly hot guy stood before me, and in just a instant, our eyes met, time seemed to freeze, and then he was my world now. My insides were shaking with excitement joy for some reason, "mine" he wispered protectively. Then he snapped away "waa?" he shook his head, as if clearing his thoughts, his eyes turned to stone and he walked away.

"wait!" i called after him, he spun around anger flarring out of his eyes

"Listen bitch if you understand whats right for you, leave me the fuck along got it." i stumbled back, everything giving out, where was the strong me? i had turned into a weak girl in a matter of seconds, no impossible.. tears formed and leaked through my hold of emotions. The first tears that had left my eyes in 10 years. I felt like i was dying, maybe i was. 10 mins later the pain left. And with all i had left in me i walked up those damn stairs and colapsed into my bed, only for the pain to come again, this time worse, i felt like my body was on fire, like it was being shreaded. i heard a loud pop and crack, sending me off the bed down to the floor, i shoved part of a pillow into my mouth. Muting my screams, then everything went black.

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5mins untill school begins-

The air was extremly crisp, and it seemed like my hearing was amazing, i looked down started why was i on the floor? Then something pure white caught my eye, a paw, then after reaching 20 times for it i realized it was mine, and i was not a  human. I was a werewolf. Something inside me stirred as i felt the hollow pit of sorrow get to me again, my wolf wispered mate to me, he was my mate, and he denyed me, regected me, left me, whatever you want to call it, we were ment for eachother, and for whatever reason, he didnt give a damn. Anger overwelmed me and then lighting struct down, and i mean real lighting, rain fell from the sky, the wind blew, almost as if i was making it by my emotions. I was, it was all me.  I looked at my paw again, this time it had a shade a fiery red fur on the tips with a miture of blue, i figured it was because of my anger and my sadness. It all added up,who was i kidding, im a freaking wolf nothing adds up. Shh honey, it will be okay, we'll work everything out, he will be sorry he left us, now just think about you in human form and you will change back, i have some info you need to know also. i jumped freaked out but responded with changing back into my human form. Why me...... why now.....why him. His eyes wouldnt leave my mind how piercing blue they were, how much id love to run my hand through his hair. I felt like smacking myself. Hes just a fucking manwhore probally. He will never relieze what he just lost.