#BTWBeginning
If true love do exist in this world. Universe rather, then bakit ganon ang ibang tao? Nagbrebreak tapos biglang magbabalikan. Gagamit ng ibang tao para lang makalimot sa isa, tapos yung isa akala niya ay minahal talaga siya pero yung totoo rebound lang pala? Or di naman kaya gagamit ng tao para lang masatisfy ang needs and wants niya?
I'm a hopeless romantic, before.
I had a guy in my life named Isaac Randell Pattinson. Pattinson was every girl dreamed of, except me. I didn't like him though, he's such a jerk. He thought that I was too boring for him but the truth is, he is the one who's boring.
Kaya lang naman naging kami ay dahil sa parents namin. His parents and mine want us to be together dahil dun natutunan ko siyang mahalin.
Randell and I broke up at the age of 13. Home schooled ako at kailanman ay hindi ako pinapalabas ng bahay nila mommy that's why he thinks I'm way too boring.
I didn't like him, but I do loved him. Yes I do, even though we're still kids nung napagkasunduan nila na dapat ay maging kami. I showed my love for him years ago. But he didn't even managed to appreciate all of the efforts that I've made, he didn't make some efforts.
Kaya lang naman kami napagkasunduan ay dahil pabagsak na ang kumpanya nila Randell.
They were lucky, they know my family.
His dad was my daddy's best friend that's why he did everything he could para lang h'wag bumagsak ito.
But then, daddy had no choice but to let it go.
Kamuntik-muntikan nang bumagsak ang Monstances Organization ng dahil lang sa kanila. Tito Robert become greedy, mahigit 200 million ang nawala sa amin. Ngunit dahil sa pagtratraydor niyang iyon ay agad siyang pinatay ni daddy. At kinalaunan ay nalaman din ni daddy ang mga ginawang kabalustugan ng anak ni tito na si Randell.
Randell fooled me, madami siyang babae. After what I've done to him. This is all I could get from him? I cried at him, in front of him, and pleased him to stay. But he didn't.
And that's the moment that I will never forget.
I'll never do the same mistake anymore.
If it wasn't for me, Randell would've get killed already. I told you! I loved him, past tense. Daddy wants to kill him after what he did to me, but I begged that he shouldn't because I loved him.
Monstances Organization became more powerful than the other organization at mas lalong nakilala ito. That's the advantages that we got from them, thanks to Pattinson's family.
After that, wala na akong balita tungkol kay Randell.
"Helga!" Mommy shouted.
Instead of shouting just to answer her back. I ran quickly to her and asked why.
"Why mo--"
I saw her crying. Crying so hard! And all I can see in her eyes is madness.
It's full of madness.
Madness that awakens my soul.
