Superficial Love

My everything

Its been a few months since I've had Aubrey, she's now my everything and I won't let anyone do anything to her. 

She's starting to crawl and make baby noises, she still says "da" when she sees pictures of Jc and on the news. 

Jc's gotten into much more trouble since the last time I've been with him. I just wish he would be here for his babygirl. But he's constantly in n out of jail so I never know when to contact him. 

I decided to call him to see if he'd answer and he did

"Hello?" 

"Jc"

"Yeah?"

"can u come over? Please I really need u right now"

"Yeah whats ur address fam?" 

"1001 west avenue" ((random address ok?))

With that Jc hung up

30minutes later a knock at the door

Aubrey played with her toys and I got up to answer it. 

Jc threw his ciggarette and walked in. I closed the door and locked it. I walked over to the couch and motioned for him to follow,he did

Aubrey looked at him "da!" she jumped a little and Jc looked at her "Ba" Jc said

"da da" Aubrey stuck a finger in her mouth and climbed onto his lap.

I smiled 

"ur baby is really cute" Jc said as he played with her and talked to her

I smiled wider and finally spoke "u mean our baby" 

Jc stopped and stared at me "No I mean ur baby, this baby isn't mine"

My heart dropped and Aubrey hugged onto Jc's neck like a baby sloth on a momma sloth.

"Jc she is ours, u got me pregnant with her" 

Jc shook his head and handed me Aubrey "this isn't my baby quit trying to dump her on me" 

My jaw dropped "ok listen here asshole ur the only one I have had sex with and u are the only one who could've got me pregnant"

"Stop this isn't my fucking baby okay? I'm outta here" He went to the door and unlocked it and walked out.

Aubrey started crying "Dada" she pointed to the door

I cried and hugged her tightly "Dada is... Dada is gonna be on his own... he doesn't want anything to do with mommy..." 

"ma ma love da da" she said

"yes baby... mama loves dada so much" I sobbed.

Aubrey stared at me in confusion and I took her to our room and laid her down as I laid with her.

I changed her diaper then cuddled with her.

I sang baby mine by Allison Krauss to her as she fell asleep hugging a pillow.

I soon fell asleep with her.