Jaime's POV
I looked over in the doorway to see Arianna sitting in the doorway. What was she doing there..? Was she there this whole time? I cleared my throat so I could get her attention and sure enough, she looked at me. I smiled a bit at her and bit my lip.
"Uh... Hi..?" I said, raising an eyebrow. She stood up awkwardly and came over to me.
"Hi.." she said, looking at me. "That was... Um.. You sing really well... I didn't know you sang.. Or wrote songs..." I had been writing songs for quite some time now. And, I sing back up in the band. But no one has ever really heard me sing alone besides Vic of course. So, I was kind of surprised that she said I sounded good.
"You really think so..?" I asked. She nodded quickly and smiled wide. I smiled back and looked down at my notebook. "So... What's up...? You didn't come up here cause you heard me singing, right..??"
"Uh.. No.. I was coming to talk to you about the whole kiss thing.." Oh yeah... That... I really didn't want to talk about it.. It was probably the worst thing I had to see in a while.. It tore me apart.. I know it has only been a few months.. But in these past few months, shes done something to me...
"Um.. Oh... Don't worry about it.. Why would you think anything of it..?" I looked away, trying to hide my pain. Everytime it's mentioned, it flashes back in my head. Him kissing her... Him holding her close to him.. And worst of all, her kissing back...
"I am though... Inara... Inara told me that you may have had feelings for me..." Damn it.. Inara could be a big mouth sometimes.. I sighed deeply and looked at her.
"Look, its okay, Arianna... He aparently makes you happy.. And really, that's all that matters.. Don't worry about me.. I'll be fine.." I said, standing up. I really didn't want to talk about it.. I'm just gonna have to get over her.. I looked over at her and saw her frowning.
"It's not, Jaime.. I'm sorry... I didn't know that you felt something for me.. And.. Had I known, I-"
"Please, Ari... Just drop it, okay...? I'm perfectly fine... Now go on... Be happy with Mike or Vic or whoever.." I said, smiling slightly. The truth was, I wasn't fine... I was hurting.
I've never really felt like this about anyone before... I mean, I've had girlfriends before.. But Arianna... Ari was different... The way she spoke... Gave me chills... The way she smiled, excited me.. She was perfect in every way... But aparently, she wasn't for me. And I think that's what hurt the most.
(A/N: Awwwhhhhh poor Jaime.. Well what will happen?? Will Ari have some sense slapped into her? Or will Jaime have to find someone else to love?? Frankly, I have no Idea haha so I guess that's my job!! Possibly a new chapter tomorrow! Sorry I've been gone! I JUST started school and stuff so yeah!! :) <33333333333333333333333333333333)
