A day in the life of Val

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Why can't this end literally i want it to end I wanted today to go good i didn't want to get sad today i just feel like crying now when your friend comes to you and ask or say "I know everything that happened last week" me ask "What do you mean" friend says "I know about whats going on" i was like "oh" i was being ignored well okay that fine i guess....But....Why ask me after school "Esther you broke up?" like really wanna know ask her....I mean she already told you guys about the fight we had....She has to take the rumor so seriously.....Why i wasn't gonna lie to her....I was gonna tell her the truth i always will...But why do i have to be ignored why you....Telling everyone what happened between us Esther why....We haven't talked for five days why we still together....You ignore me now....You dont talk to me anymore....You dont even come towards me....We should just break why not Esther huh?....What the point....We fight....We dont to each other....You believe the rumor more then me thats fine....Why tell me "Just....Go....Please"...Literally....You believe the rumor....We should end it....Why be in this much pain....Why not just find someone better then me huh? Esther....You say how much you love me....Lies Esther really all lies....If you really did...You would not ignore me about this....You wouldn't be depressed...About that rumor...IT WAS A FUCKING GODDAMN LIE....But no dont believe me believe everyone else...IM GONE IM DONE....Esther be happy without me....You never needed me....I...Guess....You....Dont....Even...try...To....Attempt...to...try...and...fix...this...Im... leaving...now...bye.....

done....Gone...Bye....

"kids are still depressed when you dress them up"

....BYE....

Peace out.....