A day in the life of Val

Angel Hernandez

Angel i know you wont see this unless i show you but i have a few thing i want to say so Here i go
Angel when we started Dating 5-4-16 That's when everything changed for me my attitude my emotions my thoughts everything I've changed because of you and i wouldn't want to change back to the old me i never liked the other me but this one i do i am way happier then i was ever before I'm actually protected actually cared for and that's not gonna change as long as I'm with you i don't ever want to let you go never you mean too much to me without I'm lost with you or around you I'm found I'm not lonely i actually have somebody who loves me for me and cares about me and I can't lose that never it would be too much to take. Please Angel promise to stay with me forever. You and Me get married 💍💎💛 when we are older stay together never leave each others sides. Your my babyboy my teddy bear my baby my love. And you mean so much to me. You Call me Belle Ducker BabyGirl bunny boo. And I love every single one you use makes me smile makes my day brighter. The only way I can hear your voice is when We Video Call or Voice call. I cant Stand not being able to see you yet its killing me i need to see you to hear your voice to hug you to kiss you to be there for you. Angel I will love you forever and always i cannot let you go ever your my everything. Without you I'd be a whole different person. I cannot be that person anymore and you're the one who is keeping me from going back to that person. Angel can we lose our minds and call it love for the last time.
They say that love is forever your forever is all that i need please stay as long as you need cant promise that things wont be broken but i swear that i will never leave please stay forever with me.
I shall never let you go ever i cant that would be too much for me to handle. NEVER will you leave my heart never will you leave my mind. you shall stay forever.
I start smiling when we talk about what we would do in the future with each other. How we will be with each other. You say when we grow up we could get married💍💎💍 We could find a house buy it and call it our home🏠 have kids together just 2 kids is all you said and I'm alright with that. We would have a Family we would raise them together 👪💑💏. You say you wont abandon your kids like your dad did to you. that you would stay and help me take care of the kids. Help me with alot of things. You are literally the best boyfriend I have ever had the best person i have ever dated. You make me feel ways i cannot explain. But i love it anyways. I love you for you how weird you act just how you are in general. One of my old letters i wrote you when i first left for the summer.
Angel First off I want to start by saying You're my everything you are always on my mind day and night and I'm always thinking of you every moment of the day. I am truly absolutely greatful You cause my to be happy to smile to have a great day there is never a day i don't feel cared for because i know you care about me and I care about you I love you forever and always "They say that love is forever is all that i need cant promise that things wont be broken but i swear that i will never leave" "Can we lose our minds and call it love for the last time" how do you cause my happiness Angel how I've never ever been this happy before never. Im glade you are mine and i hope we stay together for a long time I dont want to let you go I cant let you go Idk how many time i can say this without it being annoying I love you 💙💙and i always will "I'll be the light behind your darkness" I will always be by your side and i will always think of you everyday every night My happiness 😄😄 happiness caused by you and it will always be caused by you ANGEL HERNANDEZ I LOVE YOU!!!!!! 💙💙💙💛💛💛❤💞. I mean ever word i said here my love and i will always mean ever word i say to you. For everyday. I miss you. For every hour. I need you. For every minute. I feel you. For every second. I want you. Forever. I love you💛💚💙💜❤
If you're mine you're mine I'm not sharing you with anyone else. the second letter i have showed you.
If my heart💙can sing would you stay?
Would you stay and listen?
If my soul was torn would you help?
Would you try and fix me?
Would you help unbreak me?
You're smile it eats me alive
And i cant turn away any longer
You hold my heart💙
I cant let you go save me please!
Would you stay here with me?
Will you ever leave me?
Your my #1 thought every time i wake up
Every time i go to sleep
You never leave my mind at all
I catch myself smiling and i asked myself then i realized i was thinking about you
Angel Your my everything and i know i keep saying it but its true i never want to let you go
You don't have to say I love you to say I love you
They say that love is forever
I can never stop loving you at all Angel and i mean ever you mean way to much me
You hugging me I loved alot just you walking with me to the back at the school when school was over was great too
Angel my feelings for you are strong and i doubt it would ever get week
i miss you every second every minute every hour i miss you everyday
I cant wait for the day we can see each other again and talk again
Hug or hold hands or you just holding me close and not wanting to let me go
Your my light my happiness my joy you make me want to stay with you for the longest time I've never felt this way until i met you and im glad i met you Angel im the happiest i've ever been before in my life i never thought i could ever get this happy in my life but now i see i can and its all because of the one person i will love💛❤💙💚💜forever and always thanks for being my boyfriend and making me feel loved truly😘😄😍.
and the last thing is the dream i told you that i had of us here it is
It was like 3:45am and i heard the tablet go off like a message and i woke up to check and the message was from you and right when i was about to answer the message I heard the door or a knock on the door and i didn't want to get out of the blanket but i did when i heard the door bell ring and another knock and i was still half asleep but i went to open the door and i did and the next thing i knew was it was you and you came in and grabbed me hugged me and you said "Babygirl I will never let you go because i don't want to you mean the world to me and im so happy your mine" and i was about to speak and you came to me and you kissed me and i just smiled there standing and you started giggling and smiling as well and was like "I love you Babygirl always remember that never forget it" and i said "I know you love me I love you too baby and i wont forget i promise how could i you make me a happier and better person" And then we went into the living room and turned on the t.v and you started watching supernatural and i was watching it with you and i started feeling cold but i didn't say anything but i guess i was shaking and you looked at me and i turned to look at you and said "what?" and you said "Oh nothing" and you just grabbed my hand pulled me close to you and you held me while we were watching supernatural and you were keeping me warm but since you were holding me and i was being warmed by you and i felt protected I started Falling Asleep laying down on you so you had said "Babygirl want me to take you to your room?" and i just answered with a no so you moved and moved me as well so i would be laying on your chest but i guess you started getting tired and i felt you pick me up and i wrapped my arms around you and you carried me to my room you were about to leave cause i felt you kiss my forehead and you said "Bye Babygirl" and i was like "Noooo stay with me pwease" so you came on the bed and held me until we both fell asleep.
So there for Angel is how i feel about you my love. The love is strong for both of us. I'm just really happy with you. Bye now

From your babygirl your boo ducker
belle bunny love you forever and always💼❤💙💚💜💓💗💖💞💓💎💍💖💋💕💌