Today in therapy my therapist ask if i ever loved someone
My answer was yes
Depression that's what caused it I said he ended up committing it... Of course that therapist has no clue what it means so I just spelled....S-U-I-C-D-E...
I said yes I have fell in love with someone....You popped up in my head
I didn't say that you took me to bars or buy me cigarettes... You were 19 and I was 16 I lied and said 18 but soon enough you figured it out,
I just said it was a breakup old regular breakup that couples have,
I didn't say I cried every night ever since you suicide yourself
I didn't say that you took me drinking
I didn't say that you mattered anyway
I didn't say nothing matters anymore
But really....you mattered more than anything I ever loved...
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Suicide [Quotes and Self-Harm]
PoetryI'm ready to die.....sometimes I'm happy....but that happiness is fake....my smile...my laughter......all fake Depression, Death, Pain, Anxiety, Self-Harm, Suicidal, all here ___________