I'm ready for it,
I'm not feeling sad,
I'm happy,
I've been wanting this day to come,
Today's the day,
I'm free,
I'm ready....I got the sharp blade pen and paper, the rifle....I'm ready
I wrote....
I'm not needed I'm not helpful I'm nothing I don't deserve to live such a life in this hell hole. I hope your happy you just lost your loving child. It's not your fault it's their fault. Don't worry just cause I committed doesn't mean you have to.
I'm sorry guys I'm needed else were not hell but heaven.
Sweet words, Love, Happiness were such desirable memories.
I prefer sickness, hatred, miserable, useless, worthless, weakness, pathetic, to describe me. I just tried to get to you but you just pushed me away. Why did you hate me? Why did you give me a bloody nose? Why did you stuck a knife below my ribs?...... Maybe you did caused it. Maybe I did it because of you.
Your loving child
I hope your happy.I folded the paper and put it aside. I got the rifle and put it against my head.
I hope your happy
I'm dying
I can't believe I'm doing it
Pathetic
Loser
Idiot
Useless
Enemies
Worthless
Useless
Pain
Blood
So much blood
I'm sorry madame
I'm sorry master
I'm sorry you three
Please.......
Forgive.......
Me..........
I put the rifle against my head and counted 1..........2..........3...
**bang**
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Suicide [Quotes and Self-Harm]
PoetryI'm ready to die.....sometimes I'm happy....but that happiness is fake....my smile...my laughter......all fake Depression, Death, Pain, Anxiety, Self-Harm, Suicidal, all here ___________