Suicide [Quotes and Self-Harm]

Suicide

I'm ready for it,
I'm not feeling sad,
I'm happy,
I've been wanting this day to come,
Today's the day,
I'm free,
I'm ready....

I got the sharp blade pen and paper, the rifle....I'm ready

I wrote....

I'm not needed I'm not helpful I'm nothing I don't deserve to live such a life in this hell hole. I hope your happy you just lost your loving child. It's not your fault it's their fault. Don't worry just cause I committed doesn't mean you have to.
I'm sorry guys I'm needed else were not hell but heaven.
Sweet words, Love, Happiness were such desirable memories.
I prefer sickness, hatred, miserable, useless, worthless, weakness, pathetic, to describe me. I just tried to get to you but you just pushed me away. Why did you hate me? Why did you give me a bloody nose? Why did you stuck a knife below my ribs?...... Maybe you did caused it. Maybe I did it because of you.
Your loving child
I hope your happy.

I folded the paper and put it aside. I got the rifle and put it against my head.

I hope your happy

I'm dying

I can't believe I'm doing it

Pathetic

Loser

Idiot

Useless

Enemies

Worthless

Useless

Pain

Blood

So much blood

I'm sorry madame

I'm sorry master

I'm sorry you three

Please.......

Forgive.......

Me..........

I put the rifle against my head and counted 1..........2..........3...
**bang**