Tear stained,
Red eyed,
Cold,
Hurt
Looking,
Searching,
Needing,
to be with you
Hoping,
Wishing,
Pleading,
to hear your voice,
Drawing,
Writing,
Singing,
you,,, how I was with you,
Painting,
Staining,
Keeping,
every memory in a picture,
In a frame,
like my heart,
yearning,
feeling,
calling,
you,
The paintings,
hold you on my wall,
The poems, stories,
Stain my paper forever,
The sweet nothings sung,
Cripple my heart,
Just like I want,
for with you,
I was happy,
I was me for the first time,
Whole at last,
So let me love you,
Let me need you,
let me keep you,
let me be with you,
The sleepy blue oceans,
The fierce, blustry winds,
The warm yet hurtful fire,
And the cold, comforting Earth,
Cannot change anything,
To me,
I am always with you,
In the pictures,
Poems, stories,
and our songs.
Forever,
with you.